Unbelievable.

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No shower, or other efforts, after that last post.  I started, at first I thought, getting very tired.  It was suspicious, though.  Something... different.  Ah.  Blood sugar was crashing, on top of becoming tired.  A very good thing I caught it... which is part of why I was awake until 23:00... trying to sort that out.

I ended up eating three rolls of carb tabs!  Which, of course, I knew would blow both keto and the blood draw this morning.  But I had no choice.  I didn't just glom them down.  I at three or four at a time, every ten minutes to quarter hour or so.  It... was terrifying.  That is  looking into the mouth of death.  Like being swallowed whole, into a vortex.  Just staying awake to take more tabs, to keep out of the maw of that was a true test.

Oh, and I just tested.  Must have needed it.  Blood sugar is the lowest fasting I have had since last time I was stably on insulin (if cutting by then).  Blood sugar is 122 fasting!  Yes, I can... imagine what would have happened if I hadn't eaten thirty glucose tabs.  Wow.  Still, carb tabs aren't a good control mechanism.  But I DID eat, even some heavy carbs... though not much.  But I CAN'T eat...  I just... wasn't hungry.  Bleh.

I went down, as written, actually exactly at 23:22... after spending fifteen minutes upstairs eating the last roll of tabs, give or take.  I set the alarms, now later because... I am slowly losing my day, to 07:00 and 09:00.  But, for whatever reason, I woke at just at 05:00, small change before, actually.

I... checked everything.  Tired?  No, rested.  In pain?  Other than a slight ache in the left shoulder again, no.  Well, and ribs, and a few other places, if those are mostly just under the radar, I have to sense, then focus.  So, really, no.  So... what could be wrong?  Or right?  I didn't know, but... felt like it was time to get up.

A few minor tasks, and bathroom duties, and I was on here in twenty minutes.  Even cleaned cat litter before else.  The nice thing about being up early is, by the time I wake, the sun is just coming up.  I have the whole day to... do stuff.  I might not get much done, but the potential is very good.  I... hope to do some more work today, out there.  Maybe in here.  As much as possible.  Later.