A good sleep.

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Down right after midnight, ten and change after... maybe a bit less.  Memory became a haze.  While I don't remember exactly, I know it was about there.  Crawled in and slept like a baby.  A few dreams, odd ones.  But... dreaming, what else needs said.  One erotic.  More a confused memory, a woman I wanted combined with the memory of one I had, the best of both worlds combined.  Yea.

When I woke, I couldn't tell the time.  Or keep it in short term memory.  I kept looking at it, on the alarm clock.  I would sort out the time, clarify, and three seconds later I still wouldn't know the time.  My mind kept thinking it was around 10:00~10:30, plus or minus an hour?  I just could not get it to stick.  I looked at it multiple times.  It just didn't matter, it would not stick.

Dressed and downstairs.  I gave up on knowing the time.  To the bathroom, then to feed and water the ducks.  The rabbits will have to wait.  I'm not awake, aware, or energized enough to do both sets of chores right off.  I'll get to the rabbits in an hour or two.  Still watering them, though about to go turn that off.  They were quite happy to see me today.  I'm always glad to see them.

It is cool out, 53 even after the sun has been up for a few hours.  It was cool in all but the front room, so I opened the front door and turned on a fan.  Just until it cools a bit.  The rest of the house was probably in the low 70s, high 60s, but this front room was in the mid to high 70s still.  Upstairs was 73, with one ac going.  I forgot the fan, near me, on low.  So near me it was 74.  Almost too warm, really.  One ac running, again, last night.

A wonderful sleep, if a very odd one.  I haven't, even yet, quite escaped it's grasp.  It must be the continuation of the cooling.  Though, if it gets warm to hot again, I'll... lose it just as badly.  Maybe worse.  I am very weather dependent.  Too hot, too cold, to variable, and I can be crippled by it.  It is quite frustrating.  Weather, health at any given time, and lack of being fit.

Though, I have to admit, even when I got to swimming a mile three times a week?  I was no fitter than I seem to be now.  While I am slowly losing strength over time, what of it I have, that is more of an aging thing.  That, probably, can't be maintained.  Even 'roids won't do that, comparing apples to apples.  And the costs would be severe.

Today?  I don't know.  If I can wake?  Stuff.  I don't know.  Later.

Oh, it looks like they have taken Vox down.  Permanent?  I guess I will find out, soon enough.  I'm not sure what his "crimes" are, but I would say he is less "thought criminal" than I am.  Though he does have, in theory, many more visitors.  I am being tracked by those who punish "thought criminals", and I get hits from time to time, on this or that.  Perhaps they think they have the power to purge, or are desperate?  Time will tell.