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So strange. While I seem to be having trouble doing much, sleep is very good and relatively short. I am sleeping about eight hours a night. And very good sleep. Which is allowing me to be awake during the day. As to energy? I don't quite understand why that is so lacking.
I am eating well, if not exactly the best possible food. I am managing as well as is possible. Showering every few days, doing chores, this, that, and the other things. Not able to do almost anything else, for whatever reason. As well, no pain? I really don't get that.
I haven't hurt terribly for... months? Small aches... kidneys, liver, back, but usually when it makes some sense why, or at least mildly. I can't really make sense of it. I am not eating as correctly as I had been. But I am eating less, a lot less. Not losing an ounce, but definitely eating less. Energy, to a degree, might be tied to fewer calories... less food, less productivity? Though there is a limit, due to health. If I ate enough to be fully productive, I would just gain weight. I can't be fully productive. There is a limit to my output that is below my seeming optimal caloric intake. The problem with regulating that is that it varies. As my health improves or declines, so too my capacity at output.
Ugh. Still, I try. Chores yet to do. A shower. A few calls. Medicine has been taken. Blood sugar was higher this morning, so will be tended quickly. Will see how things go. Would like to get to some cleaning, and business, today. Oh, and the girls. I'll get their food and litter first thing. I've been keeping up on their litter, but their food has been lacking a bit. Well, two instead of three cans of food, if treats added in recently more often. So... not too terribly bad.
Later.
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