A few things.

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Chicken and brats are cooking, a fresh load of laundry has been set... which I had to fish down from upstairs.  The girls have had their second meal.  Waterers, the few there are, have been set up to be reset.  A few things, here and there, going on.  Nothing heavy, nothing fancy, nothing fast.  Just, as I go to the bathroom, or get something to drink, or remember... I do.  It is as it would be, if I could do it all the time.

It truly makes me wonder how I can sit there, for hours, days, and not even notice.  The truth is, that last, is most of my life.  Like it?  Of course not.  There isn't a choice to be made.  If... you end up with a bad heart, we will discuss this.  You will understand being buried in your own flesh.  Most of you, however, will be able to simply die from it.  Or, have family or doctors who will help you get over the line.  Yea, I think that is part of what doctors do.  It's, just, it doesn't always work.  Then again, perhaps I was just an experiment.  They wanted to see how long someone could live in that condition.  Honestly, quite a few doctors would go along with it.  They all did for decades, and they had to know my heart was bad.  After I heard my heart in bad shape, then on medicine and more moderated... they knew... the whole time.  An experiment, or just waiting for me to die, I'm not sure which is worse.  Then again, everyone they treat?  Is an experiment.

Oh, flyswatters.  Wow.  I bought two packages... one a normal set, one a heavy duty set.  I didn't think the heavy duty would last long, as hard as they can be swung.  But they have.  The regular ones, half are destroyed.  I had some all plastic ones, which lasted for... five years?  A bit raggedy, but they still work.  A bit unimpressed with the regular new ones.  But the heavy duty are a pleasure.  I just can't use them on every surface.

Anyway, I will almost miss fly season, when it is gone.  I bend the wire, and it is thicker.  I have used them many, many times.  And, yet, they keep holding up, so far.  If you want to go to town on flying, probably even crawling, or otherwise unwanted intruders?  Smaller of size?  This is your ticket.  And they only cost a dollar or two more than a normal set.  Just... don't use it on anything glass.  Trust me.  Mike work for a while, or time, but...  Just... don't.

Looking for my phone, to see when the trip will be tonight, and whether I am wanted.  Always something.  Must be upstairs in a pocket?  Bleh.  I'd best check the chicken and brats, and look for the phone again.  Later.