Another odd night.

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Down at around eight?  Up at 14:00, give or take.  Not much sleep.  But the nights are cool, I am sleeping well.  Even with the legs being rough, still rough this morning, I am otherwise doing well.  A few days of pain just came and went, without a reason I guess.

I put laundry into the dryer.  Didn't get to that last night.  The legs were really bad.  Still would like to have slept a bit more, but when the body wakes, sometimes there is little the mind, or will, or whatever it is... within the animal we inhabit... can do.  Sometimes, for me more often than not, for good or ill, I am just the passenger.  I think that is more true of most, it is just most never have to time to understand this.

I have been able to assert my will in a few areas.  Celibacy.  An attempt at controlling food.  I can't seem to expand into exercise, beyond swimming when that was feasible, affordable.  But that is due to actual limits.  And, I'm not sure exercise was good for me.  It ate up too much of my life, providing very little, if anything, back.  If you are a man or woman of leisure, I... suppose.  Or if your body can absorb the calorie output, on top of the rest of life, sure, maybe.  But if it becomes the sum of your life, it really doesn't work.  Which, really, it had.  Part of reason I didn't get back to it.  Not the whole reason, but part of it.

Hopefully, today, I can sort out a few things.  Mainly dishes, counters, and laundry.  I keep keeping up, on what I have done.  And getting ahead by short bits, if maintenance is limited in the new areas.  I need a breakout play.  Say, a breakdown of the kitchen, and a breakdown and removal of boxes.  Those two things would be a major game changer.  I really am nearly through the boxes.  Just this last major hump.  What remains is, probably, about a quarter of all the boxes I have broken down through the summer.  But... that is a lot.  Only that many because of things which came in since.

Just... to get one or even two more rooms in the clear and clean.  That would open things, incentivise.  But... I have to do this on my own, mostly.  Ugh.

It got cool out.  It isn't even 50 out there.  I had heard reports that it was going to cool, and probably freeze, tonight and tomorrow.  Then come back into the 60's and 70's for highs.  To be honest, it really looks like the weather is controlled.  They are having to do things to break patterns, and step them down, or winter won't happen.  Still might not.  Not sure their control is all that good.  Or, perhaps, there are competeing actors, intent on different outcomes.  Or, even, just regional actors with no thought or care save for their own nations/regions?  Everything is a story.  The only question is whether the story is true.  I... would guess only a few know if what I say is true, though many would suspect but know better than to discuss it... and keep their career, possibly life.

I need more feed.  Bleh.  Always more.  Not sure how I went through so much.  Not just bird, which I understand, but rabbit too.  Though I think it has been nearly two months?  Time flies.  So, yeah.  Just a few, to get me through the month.  Six bird, two rabbit?  Should... do, for a short bit.  Argh!  All I can do, right now is to water the animals, feed the birds, then go get feed.  Totally out of rabbit feed.  But can get that in ten minutes... well... more like half an hour to hour, up, back, unloaded, and to feeding.

Best get to it.  They aren't happy people most of the time, less so when one arrives a bit later in the afternoon.  I just need a shower, shave, and to brush the teeth first.  Later.