When to bed?

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I think, as it ended, a few minutes after midnight.  I had been heading to bed by 22:30, giver or take.  It just... took a while.  Now, I had two naps yesterday, I think?  I sure thought so.  Plus dozing in the chair fairly often, which I have never done before to memory.  Oh, I glide, in time, in thought.  But never have I slept sitting up.  Didn't even know I could do that.

Awake at 09:57.  A bit surprised I slept in so long, after so much sleep yesterday.  But, so be it.  Good prayers before bed, and a morning remembrance.  I still think many fear Christ because of what happened to Him, or what they feel they owe, or their fear of death which He illuminates plainly.  But it's not like that.  If a school is locked down, then becomes engulfed in fire, and the janitor opens the doors, but dies doing so, it was a gift, not a debt.  

There is hope you learn from the gift, but it isn't ever meant to be a cudgel.  It was a trick I had to... sort out myself.  It isn't even about who is deserving.  That's... just not it.  Anyway... I remembered priorities, of which I am not really one.  The world around me at least righteous obligations, duties, promises, those in my care, people in general, perhaps my maintenance and upkeep.  But I am not the one.  Just... another.  Amen.  Actually, in many ways, like the Janitor.  Only, playing my part.

I'll get food going shortly.  But get chores first thing.  When I can, in a few.  I have electrolytes going down, meds to be with it... done, actually.  I decided to take blood sugar, which is 217 fasting.  My last check was 105, at 22:45 last night.  Still not quite getting why blood sugar is so high.  It had been coming down.  I am not eating anything unusual these last few days.  Many days I am eating less than 1k calories.  I have a limit of well over 2k, at a moderate weight loss level.  Bleh.

Well, waterers were filled, as well.  I'll get to chores soon.  Then, hopefully, fill those waterers right away.  I keep trying to get ahead, so I'll have, say, three days ready.  It just hasn't been happening.  It is 34 out there, and maybe warming.  But it does look like it froze pretty hard last night.

Things are starting.  Later than hoped but on the way.  I'll try to get a few more things done.  I'll keep at it, if just in my mind.  Have a good day.