Awake so late!

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The cold is getting to me.  I can't sleep until late, and on top of it I sleep so very long.  Fourteen hours down, last night.  Hard to go to bed early enough to work around that.  I... kept waking.  The girls were singing for breakfast.  I think someone rang the doorbell.  I thought it rang.  Thought it was a delivery.  Nothing at the door, when I eventually pulled out of that blackhole of a sleep.

Who says there is no light in a black whole.  It is all around you, being directed inward, just like you.  Only, what you see in it is all out of context, like you being out of space given propulsion and steerage.  By your charts, you should be far away.  Just as the light should be with other light, sending visions to other places, along with the whole of what was once a light transmission package.  Not all light gets bent, just what is close.  So it was with the sleep last night, and dreams, sounds, thoughts.  All.. somehow... out of context, space, time.  But a very good sleep.

I did end up eating more last night.  Salad, with italian dressing.  Nothing fancy.  Not many calories.  And, yet, it messed up blood sugar this morning.  It had been 98 before that.  This morning, it is 161.  Yes, I just can't eat late!  Still, I am pushing a lot of fronts... calories, fats, carbs, depressing those.  Plus, trying to eat it all, and enough, in a short timespan.  There are going to be hiccups in my plan.  And, maybe, in time, I will do it... or be required to loosen my grip.  Why hold on to what one can't control?  Better to take a step back, if required.  Time will tell.

As with medicine, I am trying to sort things out in midwinter.  A desperate time to attempt... anything... let alone severe medical intervention or food/dietary controls.  Not that any of those things is ever easy, but when even witches are complaining about their nipples, you... know it's a troubled time.  I'll bet that tom has to keep his testes up where he sounds like a teen choir boy, too.  Cold, I tell you.  And, it's more than just temps.  There is something dark to these recent temps.  Something, almost with ill, evil, intent, in it.  Wait... there is... a prayer for such things.  I think Christ said them, at least once.  I ought to see if these are layman prayers.  If not, I can at least pray, with that intent, as a laymen.  Foul airs... these... are biblically know.

Well... Up.  Breakfast is brewing.  Or the water has probably heated anyway.  I cleaned and added litter for the girls, then fed them.  Medicine... pills... are down, as is electrolytes.  Oh, I'll get vitamins as well.  Eating as quickly after as possible.  I like to let the chia seeds stew for fifteen to twenty minutes.  Provides a warm breakfast, but not too hot.

Then, after I warm, out to the rabbits.  Oh, while getting breakfast brewing, I checked.  It is about 28 out there.  Which, really, isn't bad.  I may try to thaw the hydrant sometime today.  It doesn't even feel bad, as it has.  I didn't get the trash and recycling bins in, will do that when I get to the rabbits.

Well... on to my day.  Later.