Ugh.

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My contractor stopped by.  He was in town, so couldn't get cat food while out.  But... he had a plan.  We would do some work, here, try to fill the dumpster, and clear the kitchen a bit, then he had to do something in town, so could go for cat food then?  Cool.  Very cool.

So, more work.  First, the rabbits though.  Chores were so late.  I had just showered, was going to do chores, in a bit.  Ugh.  So very tired.  But, okay.  I want to see it done.  I want to be a part of it.  There may be days where I can't do much.  Today wasn't one of them.

So, bits and parts and pieces off the kitchen table.  Down to what is keep stuff.  I will go through that, probably, tomorrow morning.  If I can wake early again.  He has things to do, tomorrow, so doesn't know.  But, maybe more work.  Either way, I will be working... if in my on and off again way.

After getting most things out of the kitchen, or while he was finishing that, I got into the bedroom and cleared the bed off.  Then, we got the mattress out, and in, the dumpster.  Ugh but that was a tricky slick.  He had to get up, and cut some of the mattress, to get it to fold.  Well, it is full!  He'll call tomorrow.  And, this time, I will try to move the dumpster on my own.  If I fail, I'll call in help.  Assuming help isn't here.

So, yes.  And... I am waiting for him to return.  Besides cat food, he is bringing a Wendy's dave's double, on lettuce.  I almost has him get fries, but... no.  I have been staying away from that food, mostly.  I have been doing well, regardless of whatever reading the meters give.  Yea.

So tired though.  But so worth it!  God has blessed me... in letting me try to help myself, and sending help.  What was it, about the talents?  Ah, right.  Risk, reward, greater reward.  Hide, and lose.  Only, it's not coin I risk, it is life.  So be it.  Would rather risk, and lose, than to have not played at all.  Aye.  Later.