Not very able.

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So dark.  I'm not sure what the weather is like, temperaturewise, but it looks like we got just a dash of snow, which only stuck on a small strip on the side of the house I looked out upon.  It had all been gone.  Odd.  And, it is dark, somewhat windy... can tell by the sounds the flag makes.

I did make a find Sunday dinner.  The remnants of the pork roast, with veggies.  Nothing fancy, but delicious.  Often I won't have a whole meal.  Just meat, or just veggies... sometimes raw... the veggies that is.  So, when I do the whole deal, it really is a feast day.

I just can't wake well, get going.  So very tired.  Gaming, late, of course.  But that... is just a small part of it.  I've been tired like this for three or four weeks.  Pushed through it for two weeks, began crashing.  Now, gaming is my one way out of it.

I received news, yesterday I think, that a woman I have know since childhood has died.  They are claiming it as covid, but when you keep someone in an induced coma, for over a month?  I'm... calling that medical malpractice.  It is accepted by the government and what passes for law, at this point.  But it is medical murder.  I don't care what is wrong with you, if they keep you in a coma for that long, you are going to die.  They just warehoused her, at probably government expense, for the sole purpose of killing her while milking the system.  Just... that's how I see it.  I'll bet she had every shot available until it pretty much put her down as was.

I'll pray for the family.  And that God... handles those who have done these terrible wrongs.  It doesn't matter if some folk don't understand.  I understand why the elderly cling on.  If the government, and big medical, are as careless, even evil, as I suggest, then they have very little hope.  It will eventually, potentially, just go after them.  And they have nowhere, and no way, to run and hide.  I... get that.  Then again, I couldn't run either.  But, I am younger, and... not so worried about it.  Mostly.  I might even be able to put up some minor self-defense.  Many of the slightly to much older set couldn't do squat.  So, yea... they feel they have to trust, for state of mind, and nerves, if nothing else.

Well, I should try to get a few things going.  Later.  Or... maybe goodnight.