Up, again, sort of getting at it.

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Pee jug dumped, rinsed, and cleaned.  Sassy fed and her litter tended.  Plus, she got some attention.  Don't forget the critter for the duty.  She's a little darling, I want her to know it.  Some other things, but I forget in the morning mind fog.  It is 34 to 35 out there.  It must have been below freezing last night, to still be that cool well into the morning.

Just turned nine and a dime here.  I've been up since about 08:30.  Dressed, if in pajamas.  Then again, I crashed in them last night.  Often I just wear a shirt or nightshirt to bed, and unders.  Good to be a guy?  I don't know, but we don't need breathing for our odd, ugly, parts.  :p

Dreams, several of them lately.  Zombie, action, adventure.  Not quite about this game, though one had themes of the last game.  Most were just people I have, or wanted, to know.  The last was a romance, with a particular woman, who liked me, and I her, but the opportunity never presented.  A gal I had forgotten altogether.  Only knew her for a few weeks?  Yea.  But we had a raging romance anyway.  It was both of us.  It would have happened but I got called away.  Was so busy while I knew her, too.  Just, literally, never had a moment, or one to bank on in any near or more distant future.  Busy little... mechanic.  Of mice and men, which truly scurries?

But, in the dream, time was found or made.  To a park, a dinner somewhere, lots of talking.  We never did... anything.  Just fall in love.  I hope she found a guy, for her life.  And had couple or more kids.  She... deserved them.  And, some guy, and family, deserved her.

A shower, then shave, is next.  Then?  Business, phone calls, things.  Plus some cleaning up.  But, first, to wake.  I'm not moving fast.  I'll set a timer.  Not a fast one, two hours?  Yes.  And, get water going for a breakfast.  My usual daily driver.  Simple, but it works.

Oh, the sun is out.  It might yet be cold, but to see some light is a glorious thing after days of gloom.  If it warms a bit, I might have to have a coffee out on my back lawn, after showered and dressed more properly.  Neck is stiff.  A bit of a headache.  Bleary, drooping, eyes.  Still tired.  But... will... do some things today.  God has forced me to live, which is now finally seen as a grace, I will... attempt to use that gift.  The best ones hurt, love, women, pets, children, work one loves... these all hurt to have and hold.  Life, itself, is a painful grace.  Live the blessing.  Amen.

How... do they do that.  Looking through viewed posts, after waking, after posting, and...  Ah... whether you understand at all, I do.  And, again, I say to you... amen.