Feeling slightly better.

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I would have gone to bed hours ago.  I was tired enough.  I just felt so bad that I felt I didn't dare.  A... deathwatch, if you know what I mean.  To live on the edge of life and death is quite a thing.  To have that refined, in rare moments, going from a road width to a razor's width... will garner attention.  So it did.

I can't quite get to bed at any time really soon.  The opportunity has passed.  Which is more frustrating than you can imagine.  I still feel a bit rough, but... not dying rough.  On the good side, I should be able to get the trash to the curb.  Oh, I think I have some I want out.  Meat that went a little long in the tooth, and I certainly don't want it in the house until next week.  So, I'll get it as I am going on out.  Not much, just that.  And the bag it is in.  Some things can't be salvaged.

I had a frozen pizza, as well.  Either that or carb tabs.  Even with blood sugar going up, I need to take long acting?  Something like that.  The stuff I take once a day.  I don't want to take that anywhere near a dropping blood sugar, it really compounds it.  I purchased frozen pizzas, to see what brand I might like, and then as rare treats.  Haven't found one I like, so far.  Two more brands to go.  Dog food, for humans.  I may skip that as a treat, and find something else.  Treats are supposed to be good.  I wonder if my, or any, store carries keto ice cream, made with whole whipping cream, and sugar replacements which don't actually spike insulin?  I ought to check.  I just need something, from time to time, that is, or seems, sweet or savory, both probably if not at once (I don't want sweet pizza or savor ice cream).  Something I can just pull and use.  I'd like it keto, but... not even sure that really works, at this point.  But, that... I'll still try, most of the time.  Bleh.

So, yea...  Getting the last of the trash out, and that to the curb, would be good.  And, before long, do chores.  Then to bed?  I'll take slow acting insulin, give it an hour or so (need to be up that long for chores anyway), test blood sugar, and maybe moderate a bit either way if needed.  THEN to bed?  Maybe.  Back to the eight to ten sleep time?  Probably.  But, with a medical trouble in there, so... that always messes things up.  Later.