So tired, cold.

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It is up to 22 out there, F of course.  But, that... isn't warm.  I have the furnace up, and I am still cold.  Frigid.  Can't warm.  I have had food, and warm drink, to no good ends.  Still cold.  I am dressed warmly.  I just can't figure it out.  Nor, quite yet, go back to bed.  Or I would be sleeping.  I want to sleep.  I feel like sleeping.  I just... can't.

I may make beans and beef, which cheese and sour cream.  Carby, but... I... need heat!  Add some serious spice to it.  Yes, spicy food does warm the body, or mine.  Though, with carbs too, it doubles down.  Nothing fancy.  Oh, could put it on salad, as well.  Yea.

I figured out why my spending seemed out of control this month.  I am going to count the reverse osmosis system as a home-improvement.  And it is.  I just hadn't.  But, yes, I bought that, which should have been all of my extra money for the month.  Well, and paid off some bills.  Bills I had been paying off in portions.  So, good things, just...  Well, and not paying attention.  Now I can call and get things sorted out, know my balance.

This coming month, I'll put money into savings, first thing.  Then pay very close attention to what is available, while tracking what I am spending.  It happens.  I have had worse, much worse.  I am merely low.  Mortgage was paid, all other bills are paid, save dairy.  But that has been slightly moderated anyway.  I'll call, and talk about that, as well.  I think I am $9 in debt on that, or $30.  But, halfway through the month, should be okay.  If they can handle holding off to the first.  Yes, it puts more debt on next month, but I won't be spending as much next month either.  I think I had two or three debts come due this month, on top of else.  But, mostly, things are clearing.  Bleh.  Life gets messy.

If I could just warm up!  I can't really put on more clothes.  So, it's not about clothing.  It's... just... my metabolism, and such.  Cold.  Freezing.  To the bones.  They hurt for it.  Even sitting out there, drinking hot coffee.  Food, something, yes.  That, and more coffee.  Later.  Or, goodnight, if I can get to it.