Not sure about anything.

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Well, except that I am not up for long.  I just, mostly, woke, to close up the downstairs.  Well, and to briefly see if it was time to get up.  It's... not.  But I did close down the downstairs.  I had the front door shut, and that seems, mostly, to have been pretty good.  The house is a bit warmer, than if I had nailed things down.  But not all that much, maybe not any at all today.

I can't remember exactly when I went to bed.  It was after 04:00.  But right after, an hour later, or three, I just can't say.  Insomnia, last night, couldn't sleep, wasn't really awake.  The end of the rabbits, the possibility of new rabbits, the possible sale of the house, so many things.  Well, and it being high summer.  A toaster on a heavy stream of life... being toasted.

It was 14:23 or something when I finally got up.  Oh, I... nearly kicked out several times.  I set the alarms for seven and eight, but they... didn't do more than annoy me.  And I really did try, want, to wake, to shut the house down, at their soundings.  But, no.  I did that yesterday, without the alarm.  But, being out in the heat, standing, for that long... being their with the rabbits... wore me out, in several ways.  Though, got to admit, now I know how to butcher rabbits... or... more like it.  It isn't the same as hands on, but it is watching others figure it out, for their first times, and get pretty good at it toward the end, mostly.

I turned the swamp cooler on.  I am sure something just doesn't work with it, currently.  User error?  a pump not working?  I don't know, not yet.  I'll sort it out today or tomorrow.

I'll just brush my teeth and go on back up to bed.   Cream arrived. so that is always good.  I am down to using two of those a week.  I had been up to three, but didn't see any changes, either way.  But, two is much less expensive.  Later.