Wow, falling.

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I did get chores finished.  The rabbits are actually quite excited to see me in the mornings or afternoons.  And I am glad to see them enjoying life a bit more, with daily attention.  As well, I got the waterers taken apart and into the bucket to fill sometime soon.

I have been sitting, trying to get going, since.  It is heating.  Up to 82, at just 10:31.  I'm not going to be able to make it much further.  A nap?  Probably.  It should be cooler upstairs.  Quite a breeze going, with strong occasional gusts.  But it is getting so hot that it just doesn't matter.  I may begin closing the house up.  No real choice.  Getting too hot, too quickly.  While not cooling off much during the night.

Yes, up to a nap.  After one or two small things.  I'll try to get work done upstairs, since the house, down here, is getting too hot.

Forgot to post this?  The nap was good.  Just waking at 12:21.  It is 72/75 upstairs, 82/83 downstairs, and 87 outside?  Very strange.  And the breezes, wind, and gusts continue.  I'll have a bite to eat, chicken?  Maybe, and a salad.  Then, when I can do else, I'll get upstairs and begin opening, clearing, cleaning.  I think I can.

There is nothing to fight for, here, anymore.  Everyone seems to have agreed on... something very dark.  As long as they get their pieces of gold, and preferred sin, they all seem to have negotiated their place in hell.  Better to rule in hell, than serve in heaven?  You would never do either.  Just another lie.  But it does make tolerance easier?  For the hellbound only.

The light so many seem to be going to isn't... the light they think.  It is a train.  You are on the tracks.  I can't fight for you.  I can't even, at this point, fight at your side.  You have surrendered.  I must leave you to it.

"Crossing the water... leave them to die."

Not sure I can escape.  Is there time, even if... everything worked?  Is there actually a place, to go?  I don't want to see what comes next.  Not sure I have a choice.  Remember the old joke, about the Chinaman who, when asked about his government, said he... couldn't complain?  It's... not just China anymore.  And it won't get better.  I will try, look, see.