About bedtime.

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Gaming.  Getting... somewhere... in the game.  It is brutal, as far as I am concerned.  I couldn't imagine playing it on harder difficulties.  But... it is like sports, and I did play those, and well.  The smell, of sweat, and emotions, from effort and more.  Yes, it is a difficult game.  I am learning some things.  

But, usually, if you find a point where you can't win?  It is because you... often... can't win.  There is a trick to it, somewhere in there.

I had hoped to get back out and do some more work.  It just wasn't possible.  That I got some things done, though, was very nice.  Having the hoses and sprinklers up is a bit of peace for my mind.  And, I think, I should be able to get the wood at least stacked on the other wood, for spring.  Perhaps even get the area cleared and cleaned up.  Mowed?  Maybe.

The last bit of the chicken, a fatted coffee, and some water.  I keep checking the kefir.  And, made another batch of creme fraiche, in a slightly different way.  It is working much faster.  Haven't done it with milk, yet, though I'm... not sure that is something I want to do this month.  I think, with that, it then needs cooked, which takes a long time, a lot of effort, a lot of standing, and more dairy than I am ready to work with.  Can't afford it this month.

The kefir is still taking it's sweet time.  All good, it will, should.  Keeping up on it, though, at this pace, will be... difficult.  I am hoping it goes faster, soon.  Or, perhaps, I will have to start another quart.  With three in rotation, perhaps I can keep up.  Yea, I... drink a lot of the stuff, when I can get it going fast enough.  Probably a gallon, or two, a week.

Blood sugar is to 150.  I'm not sure... what is up with that.  It sure dropped.  I didn't eat any real sugars, and only probably an half cup of frozen fruit, in with kefir.  But... milk is pretty sweet.  Oh, I do need to get the slow acting insulin in, tonight.  Then on to bed.  I am ready.

Sleep well.  God's speed.  Be well.  If you die, stop by.  I think you'll be surprised that I can... say hello.  And... say a little prayer for you on your way.  I can't get you in heaven, but I can hope and pray for you.  You wouldn't be the only one to stop by.  Goodnight.