Salad, instead.

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Not up to cooking.  So, I made a homemade ranch.  Cream, avocado mayo, and creme fraiche, with spices and herbs.  As well, an avocado mostly diced for on top, well, and of course a plate of romaine.  Not... super.  But the dressing hadn't had time to meld.  And, really, it wasn't horrible, just... not... fantastic.  Full enough, though, and it is mild on the stomach, which is still slightly upset.

Fatted coffee, too.  My wrists hurt, as I type.  Rather bruised.  I really have no explanation for why they are hurt.  All around, again, as if someone had handcuffs on, and I struggled to get them off.  Or someone powerful had ahold of my wrists, as I struggled mightily against the grip.  Very strange.

Monday?  Right.  Just hitting noon.  It is 45 out there, or was earlier.  Rather cool, to be honest, for this time of year?  Or... maybe not.  I just...  Then again, it might be around this time of year that I go under.  Stop remembering.  So, perhaps this is normal, I just don't remember much, normally, from this time of the year?  I just can't be sure.

While I am not doing much, I am more awake and aware, given the decline in sun and warmth.  The weather stripping on the doors really helped, though, too.  The other thing I might be able to do would be to put plastic on some of the windows.  Maybe even keep them up, on certain windows, year around?  Don't know, but that might help.

But... first... I have to sort out life.  I am really running into trouble getting anything done.  So tired, sore, aching, rough.  I'll see what I can do.  I think I am done with the Batman game.  I may go back to Cyberpunk.  I have never finished the actual game.  It... is... sort of dull.  Much like Outer Worlds.  Mostly run and find and seek and kill these, or knock those out, or... just... do... whatever, find whatever, etc.  Though closer to Fallout 3 or 4, with a bit more life to them.  A bit more.

But, right now, I am still so tired.  I am thinking of going on back to bed.  But I want to stay up long enough to check my blood sugar again, in a few hours.  Later.