Dinner...

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The beef was good.  The squash was super, more so because it has been a very long time.  The chicken was terrible.  It might have been slightly overdone, but that wasn't the problem.  It was old, could taste it.  Horrible.  And, no.  I bought it just the other day, yesterday?  It was in the fridge one day, only out from the store to home.

That was terrible.  I didn't even finish my bite.  I don't think it's bad, just very very old.  It tastes like the meat was old.  But, do old chickens taste off, like that?  Was that the problem?  That was horrible.  Oh well.  I'll be tossing that chicken.  I'll look at the dates on the package.  And compare with the dates on the other chicken.  If it's similar, I may toss it all.

I'll be husking?, skinning?, the remaining squash.  Putting it in a ziploc.  And stowing it.  It was so very tasty.  I didn't even add much better, and was rather light with salt and pepper.  No brown sugar, of course.  Oh, and I didn't butter it while it was cooking.  I just let it do it's thing, for about an hour and fifteen to twenty minutes.  No, the meat wasn't in anywhere near that long, perhaps forty five minutes.  With all that was in there, the chicken shouldn't have been done.  But it read as near done, by temp.  And, given a few minutes to cool, it finished... by temp.  But, byeach.  The onion was only so-so.  But, it added something to the side.

As well, another glass of kefir.  I'm thinking of having even another.  But, that will be it for the day.  I'll see if I can have three glasses a day.  That would be really good.  I haven't been adding sweetener lately (liquid sucralose - has fewer carbs, by a higher risk to spike insulin... stupid... things).  I may have that in this next run.  And, if I am really back on top of kefir, I will begin making a smoothie every day or other or third day.  As well, I'd like to try to make overnight chia/kefir, and sometimes add oatmeal.  Let it... meld... overnight.  Maybe even warm it in the morning, but not actually make it hot.  I'm thinking of getting a double boiler for that.  I want it warm, I don't want to kill the kefir.  Hmm, may I have a glass or steel bowl that will fit one of my small pots?

Yea, food.  Even as an old guy, food and sex are the two things on my mind.  I've given up sex, so... food it is.  And, yet, even there, I am doing my best to eat most correctly.  To my understanding, within my ability to do so.  And, really, I do pretty good.  I have to push, and pull, and stumble, and fall even.  But, generally, I do fairly well.

Back to gaming, I guess.  And some kefir.  I really do love that stuff.  Later.

Oh, but... I think someone is suggesting something.  Cool.  Whatever.  Wrong, but that isn't my problem.  Like when I was called a pussy.  Had to laugh.

If this next is me, and... I won't say it isn't, it is seen through the eyes of the worldly.  The worldly want... what they want, and now.  All I will do, if that is me, is take the peace from their hearts, so that what is left of good men will be required to step up.  A task only God could give, require.  And, only for Him, would I do such a thing.  Well, and you.  All true service to God, serves man, like it, believe it, or not.  Matters not a whit to me.

I may or may not teach.  If I do, I teach harshly.  I may barely be able to stand with a sword, but that may well be well beyond what you imagine.  The only thing keeping me from teaching you is... you.  If you wish to learn, or attempt to teach, step up, fulfill the requirements, and we... will do this.  Amen.

In any case, peace be with you brother.  If not, we will... do this thing.