Wednesday, November 23, 2022

I have done what I may.

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It is 16:17, but it's bedtime.  Sore, tired, achy.  All good.  I just started the electric blanket.  It takes at least five minutes to get going.  It'll get it, not a whole bunch more.  I'll take a few painkillers as I get ready.  Trying to get a good sleep, and those will help.  Pain can echo through my sleep, keep me from a deeper drowse.

The knees are feeling better.  It took several days to improve.  I was beginning to think they might not start healing for a while.  Still a bit sore, but better by halving the pain, discomfort.  Not just when I stand, or kneel, but all the time.  Bruised them something fierce.

I'm wondering if the beer was just more potent because I was just coming off medicine.  Or official medicine.  As you may, or may not, remember, I used alcohol as medication early on.  May return to it.  Not often, just a deep cup a few times a month.  It... resets things.  It's a damn dangerous medicine, but it obviously worked.  The problem is, it is difficult on diabetes.  Though, I am not sure if diabetes is from my heart, doubtful since my heart has been bad the whole time, or from the medicine.  Maybe neither, but if one, I'd say from medicine.

Just thinking.  So many problems with drinking, though.

The Christmas lights are off.  If I wake before 02:00, I could check.  They seem to have gone off around 02:00.  It is set for 03:00, but I can't be certain I set the clock correctly.  It is just a very... awkward setting system.  I wish I could check around 20:00, to see if they turn on then.  I just can't do that today.

No shower.  Tomorrow.  Ugh.  Chest is tired, heart is tired, I'll have to get used to not being on meds.  That will take a while.  Good afternoon, day, and goodnight.


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