Alright.

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I made it to 13:32.  Then crashed like a truck into a mountain.  I won!  Sleep was grand.  Dreams of crazy things.  Had to laugh.  War, love, hate, idiocy of command and control, men doing it right anyway.  Good rest.  Warm enough, even though even with the door open to the downstairs it was only 55 in my area.  But, I was definitely warm enough.

Up and doing okay.  Back is a bit sore, may try just tylenol.  Don't want aspirin to bring back nausea.  And, it might.  Or not.  Don't want to risk it.  My foot isn't hurting like heck, as it has been?  Strange, but I'll take it.  But, since it is just the back, tylenol should be enough.  Though... won't be walking much, either.  Just because I can't feel the pain, doesn't mean it isn't just below the surface.  Actually, I am sure it is.  A few lame days, to get back into shape.  Then... I'll... try hitting things, if lightly, this week.

Do need to get the trash to the curb though.  Recycling too?  Not sure.  Take em' both, they'll take what they do.  I checked the temp outside.  No way!?!  Even without wind, it is reading -22, that is negative twenty two!  I don't think I have seen it that cold, with my own readings before?  Yes, it is brutal out there.

A bit of kefir, and some electrolyte powder with water, to start off the day.  I did set dishes up yesterday.  Since I can sit to wash those, I may get those done today, sometime.  Another shower?  Would be nice.  Not sure it's possible.  Depends on my foot.  But would sure like one.

As well, while some things failed for this last week.  I'll try to get some things done this week, so that I can catch up and stay on top.  At church and elsewise.  Confession, a bit of grocery shopping, and some other things.  Perhaps washing the broom out, needs it.  Maybe getting another broom and dustpan.  Cleaning the hall, sweeping and perhaps lightly mopping the bathroom again.

So many big and little things.  But that bathroom, if I keep up on it, which I have been mostly, and spread the good cheer from there, life could turn around.  If I am doing this in January, there is a chance I could work through until June or July... depending on when high heat hits.  Then I have to shut it down.  For while I can work in the cold, I can't work in the heat.  Three months down, give or take.  But, from now to even June, I could get a good lot done.  Especially with a dumpster here.

Plans, ideas, painpills, and functions.  I... I think I can.  Later.

She... haunts me yet.  It's... all good.

She prays, I have given up my tomb, and doom.  Well, the eternal ones.

I do think of her, often.  Especially at certain times.