Slightly better.

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Still a bit sleepy, very light nauseated.  But the foot feels slightly better.  Still, oddly uncomfortable, all around, but just on the edges.  I think I'll go ahead and take tylenol.  It upsets my stomach the least.  And I think it has been a day or two since I've taken any.  Was going to take some two days ago, don't think I ended up taking it.  Forgot.  A good way to do it, honestly.  Thinking about taking painpills sometimes relieves the pain without ever having done so.  And... I hate taking pills.  Even these light ones.  Nothing is free.

Tea, with electrolyte powder.  Not bad.  Less nauseating than coffee, in spite of supposedly having more caffeine.  And, still, a warm drink.  I'm not sure what else to drink that is warm.  Kefir is horrible even at room temp.  Cold or not, for that.  I'd love hot cocoa.  Hmm, I wonder if there is a keto recipe that would both work, and is legitimately keto?  A lot of fraudsters, and seriously dirty keto to the point of it... really not being keto.  Let me... look.

No, I didn't find anything.  Almond milk as a replacement for real milk.  No thanks.  One more expensive ingredient to go to waste, because I am afraid to use it.  Or have no other plans for it.  No.  I did see something, but it too required quirky ingredients of no real interest.  I'll do without hot cocoa.  Hmm, though perhaps there are powders out there, which might work?  I just want no other forms of sugar (including the likes of dextrose, etc), no soy products (will eat soy products, if they are fermented and I can tolerate that form (think soy sauce)), no filthy ingredients that make no sense to be in food products.  Why all the acids, and such?  Meh.

Well, I may have... found an option.  For some time in the future.  It's in the basket.  For later in the month if I have it, or next month.

Yes, a shower.  Shortly.  Getting dressed well and politely.  Not sure I'll make it out, but could get set up for a run, sooner or later.  A practice run, or maybe more.  We'll see.  I am definitely hungry.  Fresh meats would be good.  Salad would be good.  Maybe some veggies.  Butter and storebought cultured buttermilk... for creme fraiche.  I really am enjoying that stuff.  A few such things.  Oh, and some cash for dairy and pocket money... and a meal out, if... when... I get out.

I have some pocket money left, but... may collect that up, and begin trying to store a bit of cash hereabouts.  It'll only be twenty to fifty a month, but that adds up.  Good for... when I can't get out, yet need something.  Or can get out, but just barely.  Money, money, money.  Everything costs something, or more.

Warmer, too.  Me, personally.  It is up to 14 out there, last I looked.  That is still cold.  But a shower, getting dressed more warmly, and such, might help me get out.  Especially if I could do so a few days in a row.  Or... not?  :p  The cold is messing with me.  But the rest is doing better.  Mostly.  At least I am not sleeping days at a time, even in the deeper winter.

I keep dreaming, and daydreaming, of finding a woman.  Not... for a wife, or even technically a girlfriend.  Just... as a friend.  It's a bit late to marry?  But... having a woman friend isn't... a bad thing.  As long as they understand, no babies possible, no ring.  Just... friends.  Someone to annoy, enjoy time with, play games with, speak with, who is safe... safe enough.  My problem might be that I... say what I think.  Women just can't, often, handle the truth, and I don't negotiate with their feelz, pretty much the same with any liberal or such type.  I quash my own feelz, just... to make sure I stay on track, often.  Yes, that... does make your ass look big.  It's how I do.  Still, enjoying the dreams.  I do like women.  Mostly.

I saw a vid.  Something about knowing if a woman is angry at you?  I had to laugh.  I know a woman is, or will be, angry at me.  If she is talking to me, or isn't.  :)

Well... on to a shower?  Maybe.  Then a bit of gaming as I let my toes dry.  I don't go nekked through the place.  But I don't mind leaving my feet open, for a bit, after a shower.  I like those dry before putting them in socks and shoes.  Hate sticky toes.  Oh, and my feet are finally in pretty good condition.  A pedicurist could finish off the last little roughness.  I just can't afford such.  Prices keep going up, and my income keeps going down.

Well?  Indeed.  Later.