Confused.

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Sorting out Dark Souls 3.  Trying to decide whether to keep trying, on some bosses.  Or to just go on and attempt to at least complete one of the two dlc game portions.  I can't seem to quite get it sorted out.  I just can't pull it together, advance, or go back... I just am not thinking well.

I am doing bits and pieces, through the night.  If even work is confusing.  One load of laundry should be done shortly.  The last will be put in, the last for the night, and finished drying yet tonight.  And, those will be taken up.  As well, I will be doing more work on that which is already up there.

One little goal is to find shirts with stains, on the front, and only wear those at home.  And, to find shirts without stains (or tears, holes, or too worn), separate those into their own (for going out) group.  And, if I don't have any good shirts anymore, replace some of them, add the really bad ones to the rag bag, and begin again.

I did get a sort of bib.  It works, so I may grab a few more.  Put one in the vehicle, for when I eat away from home, and have two around the place.  One near the computer, one near the console.  So as to keep from spotting shirts.  Further, if I get that done, and it works, I'll probably just replace all my shirts.  I can't believe how just a touch of fat, or this or that, will stick.  I wash in cold water, and generally dry clothes in no more than warm.  Ugh.

I have tried to dry on fluff, but that doesn't work.  Is it the altitude?  I sure isn't the humidity.  Usually there isn't much humidity.  Bleh.

I cleared the freezertop.  Now I just need to wash that.  Then a shower, and dishes in for a final rinse.  Hoping to finish those, then start, maybe, another few loads of dishes.  I rinsed a few of the clean pee jugs.  Now that they are well bleached.  Plus, if you leave them to soak, the bleach neutralizes in the water.  It doesn't mess with my septic tank this way.  And the jugs get very clean.

I did go ahead and open the place up.  But it still feels hot!  It's down to 74 near the computer.  That should be cool.  Odd.  Ac is still running upstairs, I just didn't have enough extra energy to deal with that part.  Tomorrow, maybe.  Oh, and I checked my drivers license.  I have one more year.  Always a bit nervous about that, after having to retest because I missed a year.  Ugh.  Well, and having to have a temporary license, for the interim.  That was... annoying, to say the least.  At least the dmv actually did work with me, fairly reasonably.  Mostly.

Well, on to cleaning the freezertop, then getting a shower.  I'll need a break after that.  What then?  Setting up dishes for a rinse, waiting on the last load of laundry, and getting that together with the earlier load, and getting the basket near the stairs to be taken up when I go to bed.  You know, if I can do those things, and dry the dishes and set them out... then close up the house as I go to bed?  I think that will be it for tonight.  Yea.

Oh, but such... strange pops.  The first one?  I know.  It's... been so for a while.  Last time I went down, I saw.  Their rural and even outer suburbs were deserted.  Even their smaller towns.  I know.

Home, there is no home.  As I have said.  Spoon?  Home.  But, there is.

It just isn't the one you thought it was.  Not even here, now... yet.

An accusation, or... positive acceptance?  I didn't choose God, God chose me.

I merely accepted, in time.  What a dance to get there though.  But, I am my nature.  Not sure His gig, but that... I've learned, isn't important.  I don't need to know His gig.  Heck, I can't know His gig, even if He explained it to me.  Though... He can... show me things.  Much as... I can show you things.

And, this one?  Yes.  I think I called someone from sleep.  Offers?

Ones I can't accept.  And, yes, I see.  I see what you saw.  Gone West.

Just... a story teller.  No need to worry.  I see, collect, collate, present.

One can always hope.