Something is very wrong.

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Lungs burn.  More like from a fever.  Neck, bones, else, are sore, as if I have the flu.  I don't think it is the flu, or covid.  Just... some sort of low level infection.

But, the heart?  That's weird.  When I leave over, so as to pick something off the ground?  It feels like my heart will come out of a pocket it is in.  It does some very odd things.  Something is really off.

I had forgotten to take medicine.  Mostly.  I got back on it tonight.  No waterpills, not right before bedtime.  Peeing enough, as it is, lately, at night.  Not... a lot, in volume, just frequent.  Not sure what is up with that either.

An hour ago, at about 21:30, it was 72 out.  So I opened things up.  Shut the ac off, down here.  It is still running upstairs.  I kept thinking I might go to bed early.  Nope.  The only reason I am not sleeping more is that reclining is so painful.  I may try to adjust pillows and the sleeping bag, to create a more comfortable area.  Not sure it will work.

Very difficult day.  I ate chicken, but just two thighs.  I simply wasn't all that interested.  Neither food nor drink is of any interest.  I am doing coffee, but am having to add sweetener, to get it down.  Keto, for what it matters.  It all ends up raising blood sugar.  I just can't eat or drink without cheating, one way or another.

A bit more gaming.  Just because.  Then on to bed.  Hoping to make it past the next bottlenecking boss.  And a bit into the next zone... just... I would like to do it.  Later.  I would sleep now, by will.  But the option isn't really available.  I just can't sleep quite yet.

Oh, I asked, blindly, if they knew who I might be.  Had too... laugh.  Not... at.  With?  Or... just because.  The answer... wasn't what I was expecting.  To a degree.  But, in an ancient foreign language...  Aye.  I just didn't think they thought that way.  Really didn't.

Or... some seem to say.  Who am... I to disagree.