Why does it hurt so much?

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Torso, mostly.  Breathing is good.  Heart is a bit tired/sore.  But the torso, inner parts, are sore, as if I got bucked off a horse and fell wrong.  Yes, I know that that feels like.  Rough riding broke horses for a few years, I learned.  Or a fistfight, against several guys.  Win, lose, or draw, it'll hurt.  But, yes, that is the problem today.

May take a few days to get better, or week.  From whatever ails me.

It is 85 outside.  But a nice day, now that the house is staying better.  I only have three fans going, and the front door still open just a crack.  The upstairs is all shut off.  All the windows downstairs too.  And, it is 72/73 down here.  Nice, really.  I figure, before long, I'll have to turn the ac on.  So be it.

I reset the kefir.  Since I hadn't been changing it frequently, the grains needed washed.  And washed they were.  R.O. water, three or four times.  Then, three or four rinses of a cup or two of milk.   Finally, when I was satisfied with their look and feel, and the jars were clean and ready, I set them up.  With it always being pretty much over 70, it should ferment more quickly... in a day, two at worst.

I need to get back on kefir.  The heat was murdering me.  I couldn't focus.  It wasn't just kefir which stopped being consumed, and attended.  I haven't eaten a real meal in a... while.  I didn't even see the heat getting to me until... the ac went in?  It was probably a week where I wasn't aware of much.  Brutal.

A good day, though.  Still suffering, but my eyes aren't as dilated, fluid is draining naturally, my heart, lungs, and other organs aren't being crushed under the oppressive heat.  Still surprised, some days, that I am still alive.  No problems.  It is what it is, and I'll take it.  Enjoying even the pain, as I may.  Have uses for it.

Coffee, medicine, a shower?  Then checking on laundry?  Gaming?

Hmm, gaming.  The new controller is... problematic.  It takes a lot more pressure to push the buttons, pull the triggers, and look/move around.  If they keep up with they, they may end up with a lawsuit... a bunch of people with messed up tendons.  There was a time when secretaries were suing for this.  I think they figured out how to make that not happen.  Which... makes me suspect they are damaging people on purpose.  They know what they are doing.

Beside spying on us, for our government, through games and else, Japan has become as much a stooge for the American government, and against it's own base, as to be a danger.  Yes, we know, Sony.  You most likely will pay.  Won't have to do much, just change our government to one which won't help you against China.  Be careful which side you choose to be on.  It could cost you dearly.