Trying to remember...

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When was the last time I was out of the house?  I think it was for a quick run for food, groceries.  Two weeks ago, three?  Five?  I... just can't be certain.  And, it had been weeks before that, and... week before that.  Back to when I was able to make it to church regularly.  Five, eight, ten weeks ago?

I have been pretty done in and down.  But, things really are improving.

No work today.  Nor a shower.  Yet.  I think I'll get a shower before long.  And, probably set up some dishes.  Maybe start a load of laundry.  I'll take the smaller vacuum cleaner upstairs.  It doesn't need a vacuum cleaner bag, so that should be easier.  And, it is much lighter, much more maneuverable.  I'd like to clear the floor, vacuum, and reset the upstairs... in the next few days.

Haven't been able to eat much.  Mostly coffee, water, and back on kefir a bit, plus vinegar tonics.  For the last... three days?  Something like that.  If I can figure a way out in the next few days, I may see about pizza, or a fast food I more trust than not?  Something.  Staying away from McDonalds, and most other such places.  Pizza, if it isn't McPizzahuts or such, while carb heavy, is usually pretty good.  

If I will secularly dietetically sin, I will sin well.  No more McDeath burger and fries... if they have any real meat in it.  The fries are made to kill, and do.  Seed oils, and worse probably now.  Sewer oils?  Yes, that's a real thing.  Wouldn't surprise me, these days.  But I'm thinking the one in Logan is much higher quality.  One of them is slipping.  Lowering quality shows.  I won't pay a premium for a subpar product.  Especially when it is already cheating on my diet.

Still, feeling much better.  Have you ever watched an old lion limp his way through life, heading toward death?  That is how I was stitching around the house, these last months.  Today I have a bit of a... hitch to my step.  A lilt, quick shuffle, even a bit of grace back.  Like the lion I was when a bit younger anyway.  There is... something back.  For... a day?  Week?  Or have I been quickened, for a bit longer?  Time will tell.

I'm not that skinny, yet.  Not even skinny.  Though, compared to a few weeks, or months ago?  Definitely leaning down.  Though, honestly, not sure I can make it to that skinny.  I'll see.  Sure have been... flagging.  At least it is cool.  And I have extra, for now.  And I can get to drink, and such.  It's something.  Not this time, or this year, but it's... coming.  I'm... waiting on a couple of gals.  I... have promises to keep, and miles to go before I can sleep... this time, again.

Coffee.  I'll have more coffee.  Yes.  Then a shower.