I... did well.

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It's 18:16.  I was able to stay up a bit longer.  It's such a struggle, but... I do put in effort.  Whether I succeed or not is a whole other thing.

Blood sugar has slowly been coming down through the day.  At 121, at bedtime, that works.  Still surprised it isn't higher.

I have been noticing, my waist?  I used to have just a belly.  A big belly.  Now, I have more like a spare tire, with a normal body above and below it.  Well, more normal.  Now, even should I get rid of that fat, there will be fat within the layers of my abdomen.  Not sure that will ever go away.  Then again, I don't know if the "spare tire" bit will every truly go away.  But... it's a sign.

And, my waist size has dropped by... a lot.  Am I to 38"?  Or even 36".  Not sure.  Should see if I have some 38" waist jeans around.  I am sure I do.  The last time I lost weight, I ordered some.  They were a bit tight, but that weight loss was different?  I think so.  While I did lose some size, it wasn't really coming off my stomach area.  Not... really sure where is was coming off.  But this time is very different.

Then again, on (mostly) carnivore, I think my body is much more fat adapted.  And I am fasting frequently.  Very low calorie, as I simply am not interested in eating.  For good or ill, I am going a day or three without eating (or much).  I would eat more, but food just... doesn't... draw me in.

Oh, but I am not sure the package my mother received is the one I sent.  The package is not showing as delivered, and amazon is a stickler for that.  Though possible, with it being... a mess... that the message just isn't getting back to amazon, through normal means, because it was delivered in an irregular way?  Possibly?  Maybe UPS didn't deliver it directly, but via an alternative party?  Dunno.  Hope, but doubt.  Ugh.

On to bed.  I'll feed Sassy one more time, then crash well and good.  Goodnight.