What day is it?

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I've gotten lost.  Even while trying desparately to keep up.  Things to do, bills to pay, that sort of things.  While I have been keeping up on bills?  I think.  I... have completely lost the when of it. Thursday, going on Friday?  Okay.  But, I almost made it to 23:00 tonight, between a quarter and twenty to, and I poppped like toast from a toaster.

Sassy was fed first thing.  I'll check her litter later.  Her water was refreshed right before bed, so should be good for today and another day.  No packages on the stoop.  Haven't checked email, or else.  Few visitors, today, if nine hundred and more this month so far, and 42k last month?  Never mind, I chuckle, but, okay.

Ah!  But blood sugar?  It is 113 fasting?  How!?!  That makes... absolutely no sense.  I am beginning to think it has nothing to do with diet?  I just don't know.  But, there is that.  It was 169 fasting yesterday, and 170 the day before, or so.  Absolutely doesn't make any sense.  I expected it a point or fifteen lower, not fifty six points down.

The thing I note, though, is that blood sugar isn't stable until it averages below 150, for a week.  More if longer.  If I get to the month mark, which I have probably only done a few times in my history of diabetes, on or off medicine, keto, or carnivore, then it becomes extremely stable.  Until I eat a pound of fudge and a gallon or two of milk, with cookies to boot.  Right.  :p

So be it.  Today?  I'll do what I can.  I just haven't been able to do much.  I keep hoping I'll find my legs, clear some fog, and make a sprint for some... imaginary or real finish line.  Get some work done, or at least die trying.  One can hope, for what else is there at some stages of life?  If you die?  Die grinning.  *grins*  :)

Oh, be well people.  I'll keep praying for you, and me too.  I know I need it.  Suspect you do too.  And, in either case, you'll get spit and a lick in my rejoices with God.  Your pain, and misery, is a glory.  Cherish it, for tomorrow, should you know Father, you will not have these things again.  What graces...  Embrace, and carry on.  Amen.