Night mares.

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All through the night, and into the day.  As I was sitting, thinking, reading... even there the herd rumbled through my mind.  Even Zeus had... mental pussy problems?  Aye.  Had to get hammered, to fix it.  Even then, it... just manifested his headache?  Or... so they say.  Athena lives in all men.  On the other side?  We own their attention.  What would Athena be, without the dirty thoughts of old male gods?  *grins*

Oh, thought I should... add a mapping schedule, so that understanding might be... easier.  Mostly.  If... the vid is male and female?  It's straight, even if I empathize or sympathize with the feminine within.  Happens.  Same when it is lesbian.  Just... consider that an... odd form of straight?  Right.  If you see male gay?  It's... not my blog.  You... have been misdirected.  That... just doesn't happen here.  That I know of, they try to sneak that shit in everywhere.  If it's here, it's not on purpose, or isn't for that reason.  Bleh.

Some old and new music, to go with the dreams.  How that happens, I can't say.  What I can say is, when I see the feeds flooded with what I am dreaming?  As I mentioned, I don't believe in coincidences.  Is it someone connected, seeing?  Am I dreaming, because a herd is casting scent?  I... can't be sure.  But... I... enjoy.

The feminine version of my favorite game?  She likes me.

And, as I like cats for their hunting, so too the feminine, if their game is odd?

The things she, they, think, remember?  

My first woman died.  Part of me still is with her, part of her remains.

Yes... she... they... are on my mind.

Celibate, not dead.

Though, she showed up... to... draw me away?

Then clear my mind.  No, not my lost woman, a cousin.  One who died a bit back.  One I thought doomed.  But, she... isn't... if my dreams and visions are true.  The first time she came to me, it terrified me to quickening.  I was dying, she brought me back to life.  I think.  But... seeing the saved, before one dies, is... a difficult thing.

This time?  I... was at ease.  I could embrace her, even in her naked glory.  And without... difficulties.  Lust.  I am becoming used to seeing the blessed.  I don't know what that means.  Though, to be honest, I hope it means that when I find a right woman, I can love her in the right way.  Not as a prude, but too, not as a cad.  Amen.

What... dreams... visions!  You have no idea what I see.  But... these... really could give you some small scope.  Might even... present the emotions, thoughts, that come with them.  If you... can see without... hate, too much prejudice, fear, shame, or such?  Something like that.  Enjoy, or don't.  *rictus grins*