No idea...

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Not sure when I ended up going to bed, or when I woke up?  Sometime within the last hour, so as early as 18:30?  When to bed though?  My last comment, if I'm doing the math right this early in my "morning", is listed as eighteen hours ago, but is four hours off.  Plus or minus though?  I am thinking, probably, making it fourteen hours ago?  But, too, did I go to bed right after, or more a bit later?  I would guess a few hours later.

So... let's say twelve hours ago, and up maybe an hour ago.  Eleven hours of sleep, but down at around 6:30?  Just... a very rough guess, using math as knowable, and doable at the moment, plus a lot of guessing.  But I could go with it.  I feel a bit miserable though, in spite of a good long sleep.  If too, I was awake, probably, into the eighteen to thirty two hour range.  Or, at least, well beyond exhaustion.  Sometimes that isn't as much as it seems.  Ugh.

The last orders for this month were supposed to arrive today.  The last I saw, before crashing, things were still in Ca, Co, Ky, Ks, and such.  Only one item was local, according to their tracking data, which I actually did believe.  Some had even gone from Ca to Ky then were in Ks!  It was crazy to watch.  It looks like some of the packages got lost, or were bunted back into shipping lanes to avoid having too many deliveries, to one address, on a single day?

UPS does... things... that don't make sense, to me, without more information anyway.  Though I am sure mistakes are made.  Never can tell.  Well, and I suspect unions work together, and against certain individuals.  Gov and private unions join forces... believe it.  If you get on their list, you'll pay.  It's part of the reason most unions should be outlawed, and their enforcers need to be... managed rightly.

Anyway... as it turns out, everything did arrive.  I have no idea how that was even possible.  But I am impressed.  To be honest, if things go astray, and the packages are delayed, I don't worry too much.  I don't have too much of a problem, so long as it arrives more sooner than later.  I just... am amazed they can do... what they can do... on days like today.

More herbals, but too the cod fish oil.  I've had my first teaspoon of that.  Best to consume with fats, as what it provides are fat soluble.  Not eating, per se, but am having fatted coffee.  That'll work.  Whole raw cream is just fat.  If the rest is water, which is good for possible lessor vitamins and/or minerals which happen to be water soluble.  I think that works out?  Will have to... research.

Now, research is limited.  They seem to be more wrong than right.  Though, of late, it looks like alternative research is being done, outside of the medical industrial complex, looking for health and self care choices.  Not being funded by big pharma or other greed and sickness based funding sources.  They need you to be, and stay, sick.  Just culling you when you are too much of a bother, or out of money, after you have been drained of money or research potential or whatever else they are into.

Still, take all research data with a massive grain of salt.  Even the better ones usually have a dog in the fight... regardless if it is a product, a pet theory, or an ideology... say like veganism.  A religion, if you ask me.  Even carnivore pushers are suspect, to me.  And I are, or am basically when able, one.  Yes, I am suggesting you not even fully trust yourself.  If you could trust yourself, you wouldn't have (certain) of your health issues.  Well, and other problems too.

If perfection isn't what you will find here, it is to be the goal.  I do wonder... how many saints were overweight?  Alcoholic?  Or... other things?  Some were prostitutes, at some point in their lives?  Some of the favored saints were great sinners.  If part of the reason they are so beloved is because it means... we have a chance at grace.  Hmm... I think so.

It's at times like these that I miss Michael W.  I'll say a prayer for the salvation of his soul.  Oh, and... sometime in the next few months, I need to get some money to the local library.  He wanted that as a memorial.  While... I have parted from libraries, for... a number of reasons.  I... will do this.  Yes, were he still alive, he would be chattering about this.  Or... maybe.

Hmm?  Oh, I suppose I should get on to some other things.  Get some electrolytes in, too.  I forgot to add collagen to the coffee.  No more cream, but I do have milk.  Not my favorite, but... it'll do for now.  Two coffees in one day?  I'll sacrifice my goals, plans, for a day, to get the stuff in.  

Trying to get healing to take off.  Compression daily, now.  Collagen and some of the herbals are said to be good for these things.  Fasting isn't the best way, but I'm... working on it.  Kefir back on schedule.  I am going to work as hard as possible to get that old wound closed, keep it clean, keep it tight, and eat what is needed.  I don't want it to get infected again.  That was brutal.

Later.