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A late rise. Up around noon thirty, but moving slow. It's 13:30 already, and I... feel like I just woke up! Bah! I have enough cream to make a final fatted coffee. But wish to take a shower, and get compression gear on first. I keep thinking about what I could make. And, I suppose, there are things I could cook. But... I don't think so. Disinterest, nausea, dishes, limits to what is available that I might like. D.V. suggests pushing through, eating something anyway. But it would have to be something I would like. Burritos would do. But not really interested in more soup, or... else available. Kippers, or sardines? Just... a bit oily, tricky, for my system currently.
I have cut drinking. I'm have three to five cans of water, plus a large coffee, a day. No, yeah. I have consumed as much as, say, seven to ten a day. Which is too much. I don't mind averaging four. Especially as I add electrolytes with two of those. So even that isn't quite as it seems. The fluid just becomes a transport device.
Ah, I still have the freezertop mostly good. But I may clear it, again, and clean it. A very easy task. Then, after a shower, get dishes set back up, started, and finish a few loads of them yet today. Starting another group for tomorrow morning. As well, begin hitting laundry again. But, that will mostly be it for the day. Who knows, if I get going on things, I might get food thrown together.
It's odd, but when work is ongoing, and the things that help arrange for food to be made, hunger can return. It's a bit of several things, converging on both enhancing hunger and preparing the way to cook, and eat. A perfect storm, as they say, but this time domestically targeting consumption. I'd... really like to eat... eat something good. I just need the world to be more arranged and ready, have my body become hungry... using calories might do that, and... such.
Saturday? Nice. I like when... it's been a while... and I get it. I had thought Friday was Saturday, midday Friday. But, to be fair, that was the first time, in a while, when I went to bed on the next day after waking. I woke Thursday, went to bed Friday. So, when I looked, as I was going to bed, and saw "Friday", I... assumed (in my weariness) I would be waking up Saturday. Bleh. It seems I am back on track.
Well... on to... looking around the web. Then a shower and laundry, perhaps dishes. Have a good day.
The breadless sandwich worked,yesterday. Had no appetite going in to work last night, couple of saltines at 0300 (had been feeling "precursor" nausea symptoms) then again on the drive home a bit ago. "Forcing" down a salmon fillet. (Never thought I'd say that)... though "talking" about food sometimes can get things going.
ReplyDeleteMessed this one up didn't pinch the salt, heavy shaker (should tape over half the holes) ate a 1/3rd of the fish, And 1/4 of a fresh tomato, that I also overdid the salt on...sigh, maybe i could wash them off, maybe yuck.
I foresee leg swelling in my future.
Well, washing and reheating "Worked"??!! At least I can taste the food now, not just seasoning. Will I learn? I hope so.
1/4 of both fish & tomato left, just picking at it really, Balto "male husky" shared some salmon, so guess I didn't eat most like I thought.
ReplyDeleteRead a story where the EU. classifies Subway bread as cake because of the enormous sugar content, can't find source, so do with it what you do with other stuff in the web.
I've been looking at pouches of wild caught salmon, cans too. And mackerel. Well, and sardines in water, with only water and salt added. As well, making sure the source, canning, etc. isn't from China. Still have to be careful. Do research on companies. But they move things, make them at sea, say, and label them in some country.
ReplyDeleteWhy not China? They are worse than even American companies now. The FDA isn't on our side, they are corrupt bureaucrats who sell labels and such for their internal and external good at the cost of quality and safety.
Vietnam? Spain? Brazil? See, China will just put poison in things. They will use poison if it's cheaper. Life means nothing. America has sold out to the Chinese way. Isn't quite there, but close and closing.
Anyway, yes. I need to find local, not frozen, freshly butchered, beef, grown in-state. We have it, but the prices vary greatly. I need to check around, and find out why the price differences. If it is just because they say so, that... won't work. If it's more expensive to offer fresh meat, that... I am having to consider. Histamine might be my problem, and that means frozen meats won't work.
As to the EU and subway? I'm almost surprised they are allowing them to sell it. The EU used to be very picky about allowances, and their food was considered better quality. It looks like they are selling out, to the US .gov and Big Biz. Too bad.
Yeah. Now I am a bit peckish. I... think I can honestly thank you. Fatted coffee is done and going in. I suppose, while it's not the absolute best (without skin and bone), I could have a can or two of kippers. Not fancy, but it would do. And, maybe, that would lead me into fried eggs and the steak if it is still good, or corned beef hash, as a resounder later in the afternoon? Just trying to shovel something in, and more when possible. Ugh.
Small portions, I've got a "chicken burrito salad??" sitting here brought home by the wife-unit (maybe she IS trying to kill me?) sorry for the disjointed seemingly random words... Continuing, I would have considered this one meal or course back in the day. This, now, could last me three days, if it keeps (don't know where she got it) and it'll be here for a couple hours while I pick at it.
ReplyDeleteNope, rather than 3 days of couple hour nibbling sessions, followed by food-poisoning by Wed. I scraped a third onto a plate, rest went in fridge. What I don't eat will get tossed or shared with the dogs have to be careful what to share, they sit under my wifes desk and fart rich spicy food... Maybe I need to "Share", some Taco Bell one day she's working from home, because I typically won't eat that salt and grease.
The whole bottom of the pan, tray, trough ? inch layer of white rice, will share most of that. The lettuce, beans, guac, and grilled chicken I'll pick at.
Yes. Part of my problem is that I have become so paranoid about food. Rightly, mind you. If you have greasy stools? It means there was a lot of sugar in what you ate very recently... probably your second or third meal back. Does it float? Then you aren't probably getting enough protein and fat?
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I'm going to try to lift my calories a bit. It looks like it is clear, so maybe I can fry eggs and corned beef hash, finally, again. If... it doesn't close in and rain again. Wild weather here, lately.
If I can get to even seven hundred, or a thousand? All that requires is a quarter to half pound of meat added to what I am doing. Well, or five eggs. Corned beef hash will add a lot, though with carbs. Doesn't seem to make for a sticky stool though, so isn't as bad as typical fast food, or Thai food.
I ate out at a Thai restaurant, to see... about asian food. It took a roll to mostly clean the blowout hole. Even then, I gave up and just took a shower. NEVER. EAT. THERE. AGAIN! Wow! That must have been sugar sauce with hot peppers, as the sauce... pretty much whole.
I heard Fat floats.
ReplyDeleteSo far I am not seeing that. Though it's only been nearing two weeks? I was more worried about diarrhea or constipation. I must have been close enough to carnivore, because I have suffered neither.
ReplyDeleteThe only floaters I got were from storebought food. It's a bit old (smelled okay though). Maybe they used something I don't tolerate well. But, that also caused diarrhea. I won't be eating any more of that.
If you are going to eat high fats, like the fatted coffee? I'd try to eat some protein with it. Maybe lighter/slower carbs to start out? If you start having troubles. Or... look around for other troubleshooting ideas. I can do two fatted coffees, and only need one bitter... or none today. Without foods with it. But it's taken a while to get there.
Thanks
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