Down later.

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Much later.  Up later.  I can, on carnivore, push my day and night back into trim.  But, not when playing a game to which I have become addicted.  *sigh*  I can't put the stupid thing down.  A simple (?) survival game.  Though, to be honest?  I thought it would be a quick tosser game.

Play it for a few hours, or days, and it would be shot.  Here I am, a week in, still only... a third of the way through?  At best?  Technically I am only the last mission, with all the gear I need.  But there are... problems.  One doesn't simple walk into Mordor?  Or sich.

So... until seven?  Eight?  And just waking at thirteen and a half.  :p  Bleh.  If, even so, I am feeling it.

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It was 75 and 77 upstairs, warmer near me.  Oddly, it was 72 in the front room, 73 in the main?  Very odd.  Again, only a fan upstairs and the ceiling fan going.  Oh, and it is already 86 outside.

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Blood sugar is 100 fasting.  Finally.  Nice.  Weight is 225.0 this morning?  Very good.  No meat was pulled last night.  I did that this morning.  Ugh.  It'll be tomorrow, or the day after, before I eat.  But that's fine.  Today is day seven, or eight? So it may end up that I break my fast on the eight or ninth day, maybe the tenth.  Those are some seriously thick steaks.  I... like me, as the butcher!

My lowest weight, I think, was 224.6?  Or so, .6 or some .x, .8? .4?  Another day or two of fasting will get me back to that trim.  Though, with food back on the menu, we'll see.  If, too, I will be eating lightly.  A third to half a pound of meat a day, plus the one fatted coffee.  If I am practicing intermittent fasting.  So... autophagy for the war?  Not sure I am a believer, but... meh... okay.

You know, I had some doubts about biblical things.  Forty days, in the desert?  While... I am not certain of my capacity?  I am now sure of His.  And, not for the divine.  He... had some inkling of what was coming, the price to be paid.  He... needed clarity.  If... I have things to do, I may well attempt a greater fast than what I have just done.  To purge the wrong, so that I do as right as possible.  To... become more fully open to the will of God.  I... now understand.  If that is a bit beyond me quite yet.  Amen.

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Hoping to get to things, but between the game addiction and no food, there may not be much to give, offer, toward physical efforts.

Anyway... coffee is almost ready.  Then to look around, see what my typical inputs are outputting.  And sort my mind around the world as I wake.  Good... afternoon, day.  Now... get off my porch!