Still rough.

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Was hoping food, specifically high carb food, would help.  Nope.  BP is up, a bit.  But last time I checked, after sleeping a bit, it was still 100/70.  Very low.  Especially with my moderate norm being around 130-150/80-100, and really in the mid to lower range on that normally.  I have to be careful with medication.  BP was beginning to pick up, so I thought it might be time.  Nope.  Blood sugar was 155 (before the fast food, for no good reason).  Not fasting, either?  After coffee?  I don't think so.  Very strange.

I pulled a few steaks out tonight.  A ribeye and sirloin.  I'll probably have the sirloin first.  Eat what I can.  Probably eat a third, or what of a third I can eat.  I didn't eat fast food because I craved it, I ate it because it felt like seriously low blood sugar.  Unfortunately, you can't eat your way out of a strange sort of overdose.

No, I didn't take extra large doses of the stuff.  Normal doses, morning and night.  And, separated by twelve hours.  Very strange.  And I am eating.  Obviously not enough.  I guess I have to consider myself still fasting, or close enough.

I may make another fatted coffee.  Just to put something extra in the body.  It's not a lot, but it might work.  I may even add collagen.  Plain.  I think it was the new sort of chocolate which raised my blood sugar.  The plain wasn't, or not much?  Something extra to sort things out.  I can hope.

Absolutely crushed by this.  Couldn't sleep well.  Can't stay awake well.  Don't feel good, while doing either to what level I can do either.

On the good side, I think the dish washer is going, without leaking.  Mine pops open, when finished, and allows it to dry.  Seems to work okay?  I'll have to check things, on that, soon.  I would like to get dishes going in that.  But I still want to level it.  The adjustment knobs don't see to do it.  The floor isn't terribly uneven, either.  The knobs just don't seem to do much.  Shims?  If I can find them, yes.

Though, too, I want to figure where I want the thing, more exactly.  Figure out where to put it, so that I can build a cabinet around it... but have access to the dish washer, should I need to pull it, to work on it.  And have even easier access to shut off the water, check the drain hose connection.  That really won't be for me, but for whoever moves in.

Though, if it's a cash buyer, I will probably be moving everything out.  They... just strip the place, taking what they like/want, dumping the rest.  So... no.  If it's a real people, I'll leave some of the things.  At least give them a headstart, unless they don't want the items.  Never can be sure.  Some people moving in can buy high end stuff.  Don't want provincial lessor items.  Meh.

I don't know.  On to coffee.  And... something?  I'd love to eat something.  I just don't think I can, or have anything of interest.  If burger was thawed, I'd fry it, add it to low/zero carb pasta, with butter and spices/herbs... hot.  Maybe crushed or pureed tomato.  It would take a while for burger to thaw.

Later, or goodnight.