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After last night, I... wanted to check things first thing. Weight is 220.0, blood sugar is 86 fasting? Very nice. Still worried when it gets lower, but... I'll just watch and maybe have a small bite to eat. At this point, sardines, kippers, and the like, are as good as anything else, though... like ugly women, it's a two bagger. Only, when it's going out. And, I'll probably walk it out to the trash right away, or it... can... stink. Not... women. Never mind.
Oh, you are so mean, Doom! You are welcome. Like women aren't? Just to men who will take it. I take it, I just don't care. So... why do you care, when it is what you crave? Mean hump bunnies act all oppressed, when it's their turn. All I'm saying. Yeah, I... like it like that. Softens em' up. Reminds them who is boss. :)
Really, really. Shut it.
Slept well, dreamed of... hump bunnies. Damn, just... damn. I really don't hate them. I'd have one, if I could. Just... not here. They have been trained to be ridden, then dump the rider. Rodeo are fun, until your older and just want... some friendly, singular, live action. American women are breed for divorce. I'm going Asian.
Oh my. Anyway. Up, and earlier than thought, if as had been hoped and planned. I skipped the five, but heard it. I had to snooze a few times on the seven. But was out by just a few after 7:20. It is 77/76 upstairs, and was 74/73 down here, 54/55 outdoors. I opened the front door, and turned on a fan. I'm... feeling rather warm. But... that's good, after days of chill. Did a little extra food do that?
I may have to add something to the afternoons, for food. Sardine like food won't work as a daily, but an occasional. What else is there? A fatted coffee is not preferred. And, while tea, and herbal tea even, is okay, it's not... a food substitute at all. There has to be something. Salads? It's not great, but might do. Not... just romaine, or iceburg. Those really are just water. Romaine might have trace, if grown in good replenished soil, but that... can't be counted on. That is dubious. Add spinach? It could be problematic. What else could be added? Leftover meats, when I have it. There has to be something else.
If I could find sausages with no sugar, msg, etc? Sure. I have found polish sausages, but those... don't really count, in my mind. A bit strong, and... different. More like fancy hotdogs, not really sausages, to my mind. I will look. Looking for clean brots, or the like. Unflavored, or flavored only with actual spices and herbs. Not flavorings, dextrose, other types of sugar, preservatives, or else. You know, if it has preservatives? It is... far older than the label would suggest. Bleh. Hell, some of those are shelf stable, which should terrify you. Meat isn't shelf stable, which... means that isn't meat.
Anyway... thinking. A bit of a tiger this morning. But... mostly in a good way. If I hurt your feelings, come back later. I... will do it again.
Today? I don't know. It's been a bit rough. Gaming is about what I can do, blogging and net browsing before that. I'm sort of shot, for some reason. Will... keep... thinking, trying, and such. Later.
I can't tell if you have it easier or harder, just buying for yourself. I can always go raid "normal" bites to eat to fill those hunger/ craving times, leftovers work in a pinch. I drop the portion greatly when "deviating" from "my" normal... teacup instead of a bowl, saucer instead if a dinner plate.
ReplyDeleteI'm sharing a chicken breast and cottage cheese, but there are nasty pre made salads, leftover salty fajita meat, mystery containers of "stuff", and all the pasta & rice in the pantry. I also have about 6 mo. of 3-meal a day 25 yr. self life food storage some of which are closing in on 20 yrs. Wonder what that would do to me... maybe I should break into a couple to see how it affects my system, no good for emergencies if I can't eat it. Better think of experimentation.
Rural small time butchers can custom brats/ sausage, etc. (as much as the regs. let them) Are there any indie. butchers left? Or has the FDA/ big Ag. run them out?
One of the most unusual sentences you'll read today... I just used chopsticks to feed cottage cheese to the dogs.
Thinking of someone...."I went sky divin', I went Rocky Mountain climbin', I went 2.7 seconds on a bull named Fu-Manchu..." thoughtful song. Tim McGraw-"Live like you were Dying"
One of the reasons I broke silence and commented, was No-one was commenting. I have used these comments as a conversation. Right, Wrong or Indifferent... I perceived us both being alone, and reached out... let's be alone together.
ReplyDeleteAhemm, How "bout them Bears"
Not creepy, no one can continue without any
feedback. Sorry, I talk when I'm lonely. And Tired.
Understand?
You couldn't hurt me emotionally with an axe...! I'd be the first one to punish them for trying to raise a pussy... I may have been affected by others growing up, but, I am my own man. I hope someday my children understand.
ReplyDeleteTrouble is... "People want to be BullShitted"
Then, other than the occasional bs, that does occur. And some repetitiveness? You have a fine place to hang your hat. I do admit, if you visit, I will have a beer or two. They have a local brewery that offers some decent stuff. Nothing to write blather about. But, something that makes even a cynic happy. Or... this one. Their weissen... something or other... is my favored.
ReplyDeleteUnless you are sure you are through with it. But they have good food, too. Anyway... Be welcome.
Yes, they do. And they want to be allowed to get away with it. I won't, and I don't. Love them, but will leave them to it, if they don't face the truth.
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