Oh, I went down way late.

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After five, almost six?  Ugh.  I didn't even bother with the alarms.  I was just hoping to be awake by early afternoon.  I just... kept playing.  Stupid me, stupid fun game, but... okay.  I'm tracking the missions much more carefully.  Sometimes they would finish, in the past, with me not quite understanding what I had done.  And, after a while, after doing them.  I think my long play sessions clogs the game up?  Well, and the instructions are often clear as mud, or seem to me that way.

I did wake at eight, and laughed at the notion of getting out of bed as I almost instantly went back to bed as a exhaustion headache was leering at me.  Then, about ten, I started waking.  I thought I had looked, and that it was almost 13:00.  So... went ahead and pushed out.  That... exhaustion headache came back, but in a milder form.

However?  It wasn't noon forty eight, or six, or whatever, it was 10:30?  Crazy, how dreams while waking can... do that.  I'll have some painpills in a bit, then take a shower.

Oh, weight and blood sugars?  I had worried about blood sugar, and rightly.  But, I started tending the water retention problem,  Not finished with it, but I was correct.  It is just water weight.  I weighed in, very happily, today at 215 even.  Very nice.  I suspect I still have more water to shed.  And... I will, another five to ten pounds.  It was just staying.  I wondered why my body seemed to be shrinking, still, but my weight remained the same.  Whily my belly button and below retains a bit of pudge, my torso above is... looking closer to normal, human.  I still look like melting icecream, but only in the bottom half of my torso.  There!  Oh, and blood sugar did go up.  Ugh.  It is 104 fast.  Still?  That's... okay.  I can deal with that.

Yes, a shower.  Getting dressed.  And... I don't know, I'll think on it.  I'll continue with the extra waterpills, for a few days, and compression.  Of course adding extra potassium, and mineral supplements.  Though, then, I think I will keep on the waterpills, but just at the lower doses.  A few more days of extra, then down to normal.  I'll bet I void an extra five to fifteen pounds, and maybe continue to drop more even as I get to normal dosage levels.

Sometimes I know a thing, but never quite get to doing anything about it.  Why?  Because?  Because, yes.  And it's a stupid reason.  But, I'm... doing something now.  It's as good as I can do, at this point.

Dreams of women.  They sure annoy.  But... what red-blooeded man doesn't want to be annoyed?  Oh, you.  You go sit over in the corner.  No one likes you.  *grins*

I say a man at the store, in a dress.  With his dad?  I gave him a strongly disaproving glance.  And his father.  His father just shrugged.  Look, I understand freaks.  But that doesn't mean you go public.  Keep your freak behind locked doors.  Don't wave that.  The time is coming where this shit is going to cleaned up.  It is most likely going to be painful, and bloody.

Some of us were taught young, that stupid games lead to pain.  So learned to not play them publicly.  The world will teach, again, these things, en masse.  All it will take is a correct change in goverment, probably the one most freaks are demanding, strangely.  Or a breakdown in the government, toes, to bung, to top-bun.  It's... coming.  Whether it's a complete Chinese takeover, a collapse, or a right (actually left) wing takeover.  The hammer, and cycle, will tend this.  And, at this point, there isn't a way to stop that.

You've been warned.  Anyway... on to my day... morning even!  Nice.  Have a great day.  Keep out of trouble, unless she is at least a double d.  :p  Oh, a bit fresh this morning.  Life comes at you fast, I'm at least that fast.  Duck, or run.  Die in place, or tired, your choice.