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A shower first.  Brushed the teeth too.  Was going to be for the night, but... while out, I did shopping, and stopped for a Wendy's triple on lettuce.  I told them no sauces, but they added ketchup.  I was already a quarter done before I noticed.  Would have gone to In-n-Out, but didn't want to drive and extra ten to fifteen minutes one way.  Unsweetened ice tea, for the drink, no fries or else.

At the store I bought several types of lettuce and salad mixes, plus cabbage.  I can eat cabbage well too.  I also bought yogurt, cottage cheese, and a few other things.  Oh, I found actually clean salami, and keto bread.  Tried that when I got home.  Will see what blood sugar does.  The bread is mostly fiber.  Tasty?  Not... really.  But I don't care.  As long is held the salami and cheese, that is fine.  It did, so... it is fine.  We'll see about blood sugar tomorrow.  Though, if it's terrible, is it Wendy's or the salami and keto bread?  I'll... figure it all out in time.

Wanted a coffee.  Out of cream, been using a lot of that lately, with two coffees a day lately, while not eating often.  I'll have to make a run tomorrow, or the day after.  I looked at what the store had.  All of their cream is ultrapasteurized.  No, I... just won't do it.  I am just hoping the raw is actually that.  You can't trust anyone these days, and the government isn't just allowing the forgery of food, they are demanding it.

I must admit, I thought the salami and cheese sandwich would taste good.  Being on carnivore makes it so... food is NOT an event.  You just... eat it.  There is no joy in it.  Not ribeye, not sirloin, not crab or lobster (if you can afford them).  Nothing is... fancy.  It's either tolerable, or not.

Oh, I did find olive oil I am more sure about.  I generally don't buy things from California.  They, Illinois, Colorado, and NY are on my banned list.  However, finding certified olive oil is difficult.  Cali is one of the few, and from the states.  Trustworthy?  Maybe, better than just gambling with no warrantee whatsoever.  So, I got it.  The prices are coming down.  No one is paying $30 or more for olive oil.  They'll just buy the $7 fake stuff and act like it's good.  I was happy to see that.

Even then, it is a gamble.  Remember, the people who run that program or bureaucrats and rich people, neither of which give a flying f about you, your health, honesty, or quality.  Just a smooth path to wealth and retirement, with exta in between if offered.  Often no choice.  So... I'll take it, but just because it might actually be real, not because it certainly is.

Got the bill from utilities.  I am sure I paid a huge bunch some time back.  It either didn't go through, or something.  Then again, me talking about not marrying, or even thinking about, and American women probably doesn't sit well with the American women bureaucrats who run the program.  I'll have to go in, pay cash, get a receipt, and never pay in any other way, again.  Yes, women are like that.

I seem to have gotten a bad reputation.  I don't mind.  I don't care.  There is a reason, because I tell the truth, and don't back down.  The truth hurts, but it is what it is.  The only reason the naysayers seem to remain wedded isn't because their woman is good, it's because they don't have a pot to piss in.  If they had anything extra, they'd be in divorce court.  Guarantee it.  Unless they simp well enough for their queen?  Bleh.  Or are considered pets?  Is she the one with the money?  Ha.

Never mind.  Just saying.  If you speak it, they will come after you.  I'll just... manage things differently.

A bit more gaming.  I'm playing to... come off the high.  A new game.  To see what I missed, or... if it works now, in all games?  A few things, as I rearrange things.  Good night.