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Some... strange notions, thoughts, memories, possabilities?
I once suggested that, from this song... the vid... that... maybe there never
was a woman. Just a man in love with the idea of women, but quite
alone. As in the opening scene, there is no woman, then there is.
She is, was, will be, some hope, for a man lost in isolation. A man who
is devoted to indepence, or gaining wealth at any cost, or a statist or other type of operator, slowly losing his soul
in the hopes of finding a woman. Or... something?
But... maybe... there was a woman. Once. Lost.
Permanently. And, now, he... drives... to find her. These
things... I... they hurt to contemplate. Remember?
Someone is playing strings. I can hear the tunes.
It all started one way. But was always going another? Riders are
what they are, and do what they do, when they do them? So be it.
I've... given my rage to God. Even so, when next I face the fires, not only will I enter, I will live in them, endure, even direct them. As He wills it? I can do that, this thing, terrible as it may be. Not without cause, or His direction.
So be it.
Someone found an old quiz thing. It indicated that not only was I scary? I scare scary people. We all laughed, back then. I... don't think they are laughing anymore. Me? I laugh when I laugh, smile when I smile, and do as I do, when I do it. I do not worry, fear, or struggle terribly with... life, death, or even evil. It has already lost. Even if not accepted by Him, I choose God. And... will go that way, as far as allowed, in the manner He requests, to the best of my abilities.
I've been deep diving again, I'm up to Jan03, 2008. I did see that quiz (and a few others) They're probably de-funked, so didn't click, would have been fun to compare. If you've got someone other than me going that far back?... ? Don't know what to say. I'll admit to diving when I do. May go later.
ReplyDeleteSo what's up with this like/ tolerate/ hate relationship with the "locals"? You didn't go all "Secondhand Lions" shotgunning from your porch? Did you? I know there are various "cliques" and /or "tribes"(if you will) in your area. I can't imagine them being "hostile", though people are Homo Sapiens, not that far removed from our ancient ancestors.
Though if you do need a partner for "Secondhand Lions", I'm your Huckleberry. Who is Tommy Lee Jones? and who is Robert Duvall?
Whoooah... Just picked up on the title... Not only did they purchase a secondhand lion, but they themselves were old "second hand Lions" wow, learned something, I can go to bed now.
Well... sometimes... what I present here may seem... fanciful. And... is? However, it... can touch mighty close to home. I... won't blame them, if they hate. Whether what I see, and say, is true or false, fanciful or fact, or some mix, either way. Some things shouldn't always be suggested. And... I forget. They watch. Same with catholics. Nosy groups. If the looking, locally, is less religious than... social? Mostly? Bleh. Though piss off on bee in a bundle, and you may be stung many times? *rictus grins*
ReplyDeleteYes, I stir pots. Then again, just the notions I present causes some ruckus in a conservative(ish) neighborhood. Yes, yes indeed. I am careful, when I step out. Though... I wouldn't mind, just don't want someone to throw away their life on an old dying fool.