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I was hoping coffee would do it. Oh, I love coffee. But in certain conditions, it can push things. So, I good strong press was brewed. Nope. It made it just enough better that it will last longer.
Just... need food? Or something. Something is just wrong. I need food. Can't cook. Can't drive. What I have won't do.
Oh, I did order canned salmon. I have to admit, I probably won't do that again. That's worse than most tuna I have had. It's not... bad, in one sense. It is merely a stronger tasting fish. And, canned, that increases. Oh, I'll finish it off. In time. Maybe try a keto sort of casserole? Or salmon patties? Or something. Not on a salad.
I thought of that, before coffee. Didn't think I could get it down though.
Meat, is what I need. There is pork, thawed. But I think that has probably gone a bit too long in the fridge. So... no. Tempted to get out, but couldn't even if I wanted to do the risk. Just one of those rough nights.
I'll... look through the cupboards, see if there is anything. Veggies won't do. Canned beef won't do. Sardines or other canned fish are way out. Salad just didn't do. Hmm, pickled pork hocks? That might do. Not the gizzards, those were... a bit off last time. Vinegared a bit too long. But the hocks were okay. It's meat. I might be able to do that. Ugh. Not sure I can, certainly not much. It's not like regular meat. Better than general pork though, there is that.
Bah. Good night? Close to it? I can hope. Or later.
Slam a glass of cold water and a finger down my throat usually works for me.
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