Such strange mornings.

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I slept mostly well.  A little cooler.  I think it's because, as I lose fluid, my body has to reshape things.  And... that leaves me vulnerable to the cold.  Same as when I gain a lot of water weight quickly.  Shape shifting has costs.

Though, this morning, I was seeing light, seep through into my sleep.  I... couldn't wake up though.  Not... fully.  I kept trying to find which light was on, and turn it off.  When I was finally able to wake enough to consciously do more than understand light was an issue, I... realized the problem.

The sun.  I am so used to waking up well before the sun is up that I... well, and I was so tired this morning...  I just couldn't make sense of things.  I did have to laugh when I realized the situation.  I had been wrestling with the light for what seemed like hours.  Probably only an half hour, but when sleep is clinging so tightly, time doesn't make sense.

Might as well enjoy the joke, even if it is on you?  I try.

Eventually, around eight thirty, nine, I was able to crawl out of bed.  I don't think I made it to bed until midnight, so... yeah.  Gaming, trying to get the new little 'toon caught up.  It's... all I can do, currently.  So I do it.  Wish I could do more.  Might get dishes into the dishwasher today.  Might attempt to clear some jars... or throw them out.  Dunno.  Or... not.

Tired, sore, achy, but better than yesterday.  I may, one last time, take a few painpills, along with waterpills, potassium, minerals, the b super, and vitamin d3/k2.  It seems like a lot.  But, when needing waterpills, the minerals are vital.  B is really good, does seem to make a difference.  D3/K2 are more important as fall and winter set in.  It's just... how it works.  And, yes, I do attempt to buy quality.  If I were going back with C, it would be the legit stuff, not some ascorbic acid and some other thing that doesn't make, can't make, vitamin C.  Fruit might be better, say grapefruit, possibly oranges, lemons, and the like?  But liver, oyster, and various other organ meat offers decent amounts of C.

The problem with everything from C to D3 to B?  No matter how much you are eating (if you are eating), if you have health issues, your absorption rate may be very low.  You may need to supplement.  Though, do we really need the levels recommended?  I... have doubts.  If you purely ate what it would take to get the amounts that are recommended, you would weigh five hundred pounds, and be gaining weight daily.  So... there is that, too.

There are a few things I do want more, almost no matter.  Potassium, and supplementary minerals to help maintain potassium.  Magnesium/ manganese... if those are low, the body uses potassium instead, further depleting.  I think there are others as well.  Vitamin b, for even though I eat meat, I seem low on some key b's.  I would like to add C, but just... it's not a priority, and money is tight currently.

Anyway... trying to keep up, learn which type to take, how much is actually needed since recommended amounts fail me both too high or too low.  So... yeah.  Who really knows, but I can try.

The rest of the steak and veggies this morning.  Nothing fancy, but hopefully it will do.  Gaming  is ongoing.  And I am following the guide, again.  Eventually I'll have it down a bit better?  Who knows.  Easy to miss important things in a game of this size.

Oh, but the game is fritzing.  It's causing my 'toon to move, without controller inputs.  I knew they did this sort of thing.  By doing it so blatantly, they just prove my point without any doubt.  Devs hate being called out on their clutz work, shoddy setup, and such.  So, to deal with being accused of messing with people, they... mess with them more directly?  Great show, asshats.  Just prove what we already knew.  This will come back to bite you.  Better believe it.  People are actually waking up to your woke horseshit.  And will be coming for you, and the companies you rode in on.

Will see if I can play past it, for now.  Perhaps they will back off, or whoever is doing it will be caught and un-dei'ed.  We'll see.  Later.