Food and the q.o.d. visiting?

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I've been trying to figure some things out, or again, more, better?  Or such.  I need to begin eating more often again, but more meat again.  Though, a few additives, such as salads thus dressings are also in the mix.

So, some things showed.  I grabbed one or two, went looking for a few others, and found a nice little collection.

Today?  Doubtful.  But... this week, or this month, if I can get to shopping.  And cooking.  Do some prep work.  I love to cook, prep, and all.  But I love to game.  I can't even game, lately.  So cooking and such is way out.  That usually requires standing.  Working on that, medicine will help... sooner than later if exactly when is a whole other question.  Will see.

Yes, some recipe videos and such.

I think I've put this on a previous post?  Meh, I have a small... brotherly sort... of crush on her.  So it's all good.

Just... wanted to put these up, hopefully to find them in the near future.

I did order ranch mixes, with clean ingredients (if... you can believe the list, and if the list is legit).  I mean, when it suggests powdered butter milk... what is in that?  Several types, to test.  Blood sugar testing will give me some ideas as to how clean they really are, up to a point.  Though, I really want blue or gorgonzola cheese.  The thing is, finding foreign, European, cheese.  The US is allowed to use pfizer lab created rennet, which is a gmo product.  Does it matter?  Does it?  That's not a question to me, you have to answer the question for yourself.  For me?  Of course it matters, more on some things, from certain companies.  

Just... don't tell me you are for clean food when you eat garbage like that.  I avoid American cheese, the type, because it is fake cheese.  Not absolutely sure real cheese is truly healthy, but it's been grandfathered in.  Even as a kid, I knew American cheese wasn't good, or real.  What is it, oil based cheese, instead of dairy?  Or such.

Oh... and her.  QoD... queen of darkness?  I think she visited.  This song was a part of it.  But there was much more.  I still think of her.  Pretty sure, even if this isn't it, that she thinks of me.  And... this song definitely reminds me of how she thinks of me.  And... right back at her.  :)

We did have some... good times.  Still do.  If more from a distance these days.  Hmm... yes.  Nice to... remember, be remembered.  Share a minor grump?