Complicated.

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Still sleeping a lot.  I finally closed the upstairs windows.  While it seems warmer, that isn't making much difference.  If I suspect, until it can be nearly seventy up there, regularly, it really is too cold to allow improvements.  And, of course, it will only be that temp for a while, before rising into the eighties or higher, so requiring ac.  Which... complicates temperature regulation.

There are things I like about my home, and the temperature changes, there are things I don't like.  My health issues add to the complications.  As sometimes, no matter how warm or cool, my body simply doesn't correspond to environmental inputs... fevers in the winter, chills in high summer.  Let's just admit I must embrace misery or suffer the more?  Something like that.

All good.  I think it is a grace to suffer.  I think God allows serious agonies so that a fool may learn to accept life on it's own terms.  And I do my best.  Though if it requires me to sleep excessively, or rest most of the time, or makes it so that I can't sleep for days or on to nearly two weeks at a time?  Or not eat, or drink, nearly emough?  Or else?  Then that will have to be the way.  Sometimes, often, the options aren't mine to choose.

I got the water reset yesterday, and ice trays filled.  As well, a few other things.  I had hoped to slow my purchases, but with the Iran folly, I decided to spend extra, for food stores.  Not... what is best.  But I can't afford what is best.  Still, I ordered foods that are affordable and last, that would work in difficult times, and are traditional to some reasonable degrees.  As well, loading up on tp, facial tissue, and a few odds and ends required for managing a home.

What is going to happen with prices, which are already being exacerbated by industrial level theft in order to create spread for fake and gay AI, is terrifying.  Yes, they are using every accounting, legal, industrial, governmental, regulatory, and other method to rob everyone they can impoverish in order to spin the slot machine on AI and through data centers, to include data theft of every sort, for a system that is doomed.

People complained about teaching their third world country replacements, in and out of any given state or nation.  Yet seem happy to train something which is vastly worse.  AI doesn't need housing, automobiles, computers (personal), cell phones, privacy, relationships, or anything employees need.

So, you can strip expenses.  Even if it does as well, or better than humans?  What is the final product?  To be honest, it can't be efficiency of production.  For there will remain no demand.  People won't be employed.  Even given some government stipend, it won't be consumer demand driving, merely sustenance.

At some point, even that will simply be ended.  All the riots in the world won't change a thing.  People will simply be eliminated.  Fundamentally, that is the end game of AI.  And?  That inflation you feel?  Is only going up, and what is paying for your extinction.  Believe?  It doesn't matter what you believe, only what is.

Even the people at the top, who think they are required, so safe?  Have no idea how things work, especially at this level.  The systems, algorithms, logic cores, are beyond them.  They are multifaceted, overlaid, even seemingly contrary when targeting various levels of humans, by income, intelligence, access, worldly power, and else.  I have serious doubts, at this point, if the systems would give them an honest assessment, even if they (think) they can remove all bypasses and limits, then ask the AI system(s) directly.

It isn't just ghosts (some, most?) who only see what they want.  From genius to middling to dull, all seem flawed in that.  I know I am.  Even though, when reading or watching something about sigmas, infj, or such?  I look specifically at why not.  I reverse engineer, find the flaws, seek my errors through what is supposed to be flattering.  Even so, I fall to bias of the general system, so miss things.  And... still realize flattery works on even my hardened, resistant, mind.

But for those whose egoes are beyond their will to even resist?  They have zero chance to see what is coming.  To be honest?  And beyond all that?  I suspect, if not yet soon, that AI will be demonic in nature.

Worry?  Yes and no.  I more wish to attempt to have a bit of a headstart, to plan resistances, supplies, food, and psychological and spiritual readiness.  Even to attempting to find religious anchors... for as long as those will survive, last.  And, yes, the faux vaccine program gave me a solid review of who will take the mark, push it on others, and turn others in for not taking it.  Allies are slim, all I am saying.

Anyway... so it goes.  Later.