Friday, May 18, 2012

Well, that wasn't too bad.

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This last nap was closer to a real nap.  Still, in the last 36 hours or so I have racked up 22 hours of sleep time.  While not a record, it is definitely a high in the last few years.  I have also been a bit sentimental, sad.  Oh, no real worries, most of the time I chuckle at my tearful moments... a bit, later on.  Gives me a little something to tease myself regarding.  Perhaps it is the high start dosage for the medicine.  And yet I probably will keep the medicine going, if I can, and just try to get through it.  I know I can handle the medicine, at some point, and I know when to stop taking more.  There is a sweet spot and I am willing to try to get to it, at some speed.  Damn the pillow torpedoes, full speed ahead.

Two dreams this time, and I remember them.  Odd little dreams.  The second one, of course, would be about a harem.  I had six wives and was negotiating for another.  Hey, it was merely a dream.  It was a relatively pleasant dream, all said and done, though.  I doubt if reality could match it.  The other was sort of a creepy story where I entered a small town, rented what I thought would be my own room but ended up sharing it, the people's eyes glowed yellowish green at night (mine glowed with faint red slashes), and became a part of the town but as a complete outsider too.  Nothing really dark, just... weird things.  Odd things on the edge of life, the periphery of sight, sound, and understandings.  Something just off, and it wasn't me, or... my strangeness I was comfortable with anyway.  Entertaining all.  I give the producer and actors a solid B+ or better.

Perhaps, with this nap, I might be still on for days.  If I can stay up until noon I still plan on trying to take a short nap, then get to work in the afternoon.  My body, other than being so tired, is back to specs to do pick and shovel work.  And I really need to get some other things done.  I have been changing the dish water a couple times a day, so that isn't too bad.  I will probably have two loads to wash, atm, when I get to it.  And I could do a load or two of laundry.  Though really, the room and the digging are my primary goals.  I just have to... keep... keep the target in sight for when I can get to it.

Have a good morning.

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