Teh who?

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Though my phone, usually off when I sleep but too tired to mess with it last night, was on mute, the vibe is usually on and I heard that this morning.  Thankfully, I don't think it was plugged in, either.  What time was it?  No clue, couldn't focus, had to answer.  A good little fumble and jumble and...  Oh, hi mom!  Oh, I thought you would be up already.  No she didn't...  wait... she is a woman...  I won't blame it on that, either, though.  It is early, and her math skills may not have been up to par, thinking it was an hour later here?  Even I jumble that from time to time, at certain times.  Never mind, I didn't mind the early call.  When you sleep more regularly, an occasional interruption is quite easy to manage. She just wanted to say hello and talk to me before she got going, she suggested.  I think she did it to get a word in edge-wise, come to think of it!  A simple conversation and hoping I had a good week was the gist of it, I believe.  All good.  Back to sleep until the alarm, at 7:00, but it was easy to get up then.  So, no problems there, mom!

I didn't get to bed until after 23:00, almost midnight I think.  No matter, I simply cannot just go to bed after a more involved day.  My mind needs time to... register everything, think about things, remember, take notes.  Sleep was quite good though, when it happened.  No rolling, no thinking, no dreams, just a dark curtain drawn and down the sleep hole, at speed.  Waking was easy and good as well.  Gosh but I like nights like that!

Today?  What is today?  Monday?  Yep.  Okies, a shower, perhaps another shave (I look much better, as I trim, clean shaven, something I wondered about and had sort of rewarded yesterday).  Actually clean shaven or with up to a few days stubble are what look best on me, but I had been wearing well-worn scruff that needed to be tended.  Mass, at noon, then swimming?  Yep.  That is the plan.  And while I would like to do a few things this morning, I really don't see much happening, honestly, until 10:00 and a shower.

I forgot to reset my medicines yesterday and so didn't take medicines yesterday.  I will make up for that, though.  I know, I know, but I am dead set on taking every last one of those stinking pills, one way or another.  And, I seem to handle it well.  I am dead set on giving my heart the break it needs in order to repair.  Further, they have tried to get me to double up most of my pills, I simply haven't been able to do so for longer periods.  So doing so in the short run isn't a unmitigated risk.  Plus, I am maintaining function well enough when I do so.  I did reset them this morning and took medicine for last night and this morning.  This evening I will take the medicine for yesterday morning and this evening.  Gulp!  Bleh.  I have my daily vitamins and magnesium back in stock, too, finally.

Life isn't about being on top of everything, you can't do it.  It is about being on top of the prime things, for your part, and keeping up on the rest in as reasonable of a time frame as possible.  Well, and juggling what is most vital from time to time, with oddities coming your way at any moment.  Life, simply put, is impossible to... manage fully, wholly, and as you would have it.  Part of the draw of sciences and math is that, even if you can't solve the problem, or at least right at first, you know or can usually pretty quickly find exactly what it is.  Life isn't that easy.  Often you don't know you have a problem, or what the problem might be, so finding a solution for something that might be a mood, simple unregistered to the mind indigestion, or a misunderstanding, on your or someone else's part, is silly.  So be it.  I'm in it for life, though!

Hmm, on to some waking music and goofing.  Good day.