Just odd. Numbers, health, life.

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Trying to keep track of what kind of visitors I receive is a bit of a hobby.  No, I don't track you, or them, or those.  I trust because I don't want to know beyond what you say.  I probably do see beyond but that's... not by choice.  Google Analysis is pretty much useless.  Reroutes or outright foreign visitors aren't logged by them.  Blogger itself is probably the most accurate, though even it doesn't show the full numbers.  How can I tell?  I have had 11 visits with 21 comments to the haiku contest.  I have done some checks, blogger seriously doesn't count my visits.  I know this by viewing old posts to see if they show up in the 'visited' queue.  They don't.  Even so, not counting my five or six now posts, that still leaves four comments without visitors showing as having visited. 

As to foreign visits from Russia, France, China, Canada... I simply don't know.  They never show as having visited any of my posts, just my main page perhaps?  Usually.  Tracking doesn't show all, or allow them to be separated.  No, I don't mind one way or the other.  This blog is just the ramblings of an odd man out.  It isn't written for readers, mostly.  A diary of sorts, as deeply as such a thing could go.  No, just a hobby of trying to figure out how many actually visit is just an ego thing, curiosity to know who would find it worth reading, and such.  Never mind, just... I wish I could find a service that works at counting and being able to see what is being viewed, perhaps generally who is viewing what.  I found out how to make it so that I don't count though.  Many others have as well.  It's in the cookies.

That feeling I have the flu is back.  I expected it.  I thought it would hit much harder.  Perhaps being off them just a short bit this last bounce has made it so going back on carvedilol isn't so bad?  Dunno.  I've only been having this side effect for a few days, but then last time, when it hit, it hit hard.  Hopefully the rest of the side effects I will be going through are weaker, perhaps non-existent.  I'll be seeing the docs the middle of this week again, I hope.

Yes, questions.  Life doesn't offer answers.  You find yourself not knowing something, you do some research, talk to people, then you just have to dig in.  Sometimes you create the answers, solutions sets, or reality.  It's not easy navigating life, but I am used to this.  I've pulled impossible tricks out of invisible hats and just walked on before.  Some say I am doing it just by being alive, if I think it is they who are confused on this point.  Usually.  Decades to live, possibly love... it just isn't over until it is over.

Hmm...  A nap I do believe.  Hopefully a short one.  I ditched the alarm yesterday and almost made it a short nap without it.  Almost.  This time I do need to be up by mid-afternoon.  So... I will set it.  I just won't be stingy with sleep.  It'll be a firewall, not a nag...  Have a great day.  Oh, sorry about any misspellings or poor grammar.  I just don't have enough left to edit... for now...  Yeah.  Good day.