Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Odd.

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All of the other symptoms disappeared quickly.  The aches, pains, seeming sensitivity to heat.  All but minor palpitations.  Very minor.  I am not even sure if they are heart related.  Just... trust me.  There are other things that can cause minor... internal hiccups.  The lungs, major arteries, perhaps just nerve communication problems.  My heart electrical is in as top-notch shape as are my arteries.  I have felt this before, it simply hasn't ever been identified, even while my heart was being actively monitored.  So, I suspect it isn't that.  Then again, medical isn't all that good.  It doesn't seem to understand the body, or specific individuals, very well or even at all in some cases.

I am resting well enough today.  I am still weary.  I may end up in bed before too long, again, tonight.  I do have some hope that I am able to stay asleep tonight.  Watching shows, and the movies that correspond with those.  I was a great deal more secular back then, if some of what Hollywood does is always disturbing, and is meant to be.  They think they are avante garde, instead of the trash they actually are.  Drug users, rich, power brokers, they often try to present their debauchery of all things as the way forward to cover for their guilt in it.  The first trick Satan deployed was denying that he existed.  This is just one of the methods.

Still, it is interesting to revisit some of the material.  Unfortunately, in spite of having thought I had ordered the complete set, it seems some of the movies are not in the collection.  I don't believe I was any other collections.  Perhaps some parts are only sold individually.  While I have my reservations, thinking one has a complete collection, only to find there are missing pieces, is irritating.

The hope is, that tomorrow, I can figure out how to get to town.  Just a bit of shopping.  Groceries is all.  Hmm, though it would be nice to return the failed timer system and see if anything else is available.  Troubling, really.  I liked the system.  And it is merely one part, but a vital part, that failed.  There was only one.  Unless they have another one in, I can't simply replace the kit.  And, by parts, it will be more expensive.  That is, assuming I can make it back to town, and that after grocery shopping that I will have enough energy to continue to the hardware store. 

At least I have food.  The ribroast was cut into thick slices, but it is a bit much to eat even so.  I took one of the slices and sliced and heated those slices, which ended up making an extremely good couple of sandwiches.  Milk, and a can of splenda soda, finished the meal.  While I am over most of the other symptoms, when I eat I am getting gassy and having g.i. discomfort.  It doesn't seem to matter what I eat.  Food won't be staying in my system long enough for me to get optimal caloric use, so I will probably need to eat more often, and in smaller amounts.  Something like an anatomic reverse bleeding of the break lines... or... something along those lines.  Never mind, just saying that not all symptoms are gone, or fully.  This sort of thing usually occurs at the end of an illness.  I was expecting it.

Later, maybe good night.

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