Very off still.

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I haven't been sick like this in a very long time.  It is difficult to eat.  The only thing that could still be a problem is the reduction in insulin.  I suppose I will just have to get used to it until I find a source I can trust.  I have been doing so well with medications, for the most part, for so long, that this trouble seems to be ripping me up. 

Oh, I know.  I don't do really well.  I mean, this summer has been a bit of a falling out anyway.  Given the heart function, that is, at times, as good as it will get.  But I wasn't ill, I simply wasn't able to swing hammers, or go fishing, or get out as often as I would have wished.  And the heat got to me a bit on top of it.  Going to happen.  But it was a healthy, really, break.  Not lately.  And if what I am still sensing is true, until I can increase insulin back up to level, I am going to be just that much off, more so in warmer, or more extreme, weather. 

I have been extremely thirsty as well.  Drinking quarts of slightly flavored water, milk, coffee, and whatever else at a time.  Kefir is tasting off.  I'm just not sure what the problem is.  I wonder if they pasteurize at a higher temp in the summer?  I may have to give up on kefir until fall.  It does seem to work, but... the taste is really off.  Maybe it is something else.  But it seems to more go bad than do right... or my taste buds are off?  Don't know.

The other problem is sleep.  Only a few hours up or down at a time.  Nothing I am doing or trying is fixing that.  Life is quite rough.  Getting slightly better being back on most medicine at full dosages.  I'll keep trying, I guess.  Later.