I made it, awake, to 14:00.

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Then I went all snot-nosed and wobbly.  Getting to bed was as good as it got.  Or, at least I think I made it to bed.  That is where I woke up.  When exactly, is a good question.  I can drift in that morass of the mind between many things for some time.  I suspect, however, that sleep came quickly.  For it wasn't just the mind that was giving out.  The body simply... fell.  As rough as heat is, when it disappears quickly... and with two days of overcast sort of conditions... cloudy? inversion? something (sort of) different than those? and the temps really do dip.  Perhaps, even if the temps were similar enough, it was just a lack of the sun?  Yeah, I can feel that, even in my hidey-hole.  No matter.  I wasn't terribly upset.  I just realized I wouldn't get my projects completed and had to go on to bed.  I hope to finish those today.

No dreams remembered last night.  No flashes of blood and death, or romance, or the parring that happens between couples, good or bad.  Nothing ugly crawling in the back of the mind, no flashes of death, or passions.  Just sleep, to the best of my recall.  And, good.  I need a break from that when it's hitting hard and heavy.  Especially when, on at least the darker side, that seems to be on the way, sooner than later, and in large numbers.  Easy to brush it off when you just hear about it, not so easy when you get a front row seat.  People are being murdered in the most brutal manners.  I don't care if you don't like American tourists, or European peasants, or... whoever.  Watching someone get tortured to death will give you a whole new perspective and love of life and hate for murder and those things which support and push it.  People are NOT being killed, they are being murdered.  Remember that when you read the papers or watch the news.  They are lying by calling those killings... or they are suggesting islam has a right to take life.  Perhaps they have surrendered to islam already.  Same with politicians.  If they say a terrorist killed someone, they are suggesting that muslims have a religious right to take life.  Killing is allowed by states and religion, has been for all of time.  Murder is when someone has no sanction.  So, again... if you call it, yourself, a killing... then you are agreeing that muslims have that right as religious expression.  If you don't believe so, you must call it murder.

Anyway.  This night was quiet.  No remembered dreams, no flashes, no remnant feelings or sensations, just sleep.  Bacon and eggs, I believe.  I really need to get to the store though.  And I need to do bone broth, beef.  Large stock bones, and marrow bones, are all that remains in need.  I have some oxtail, but the bones are smallish in that.  Cream is very much in need as well.  And foods heavy in B5 and potassium are on the list.  I haven't found a source of B5.  Someone suggested that one supplement source was not Chinese, but didn't say were it was from who anything else.  No, thank you... Jane or Karla or whoever... no, I don't think I will believe you at all.  The Chinese and their distributors are terrible.  Though US unions are about as bad.  Liars and despoilers who deserve what they will and have gotten, I suspect.