So difficult.

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I have completed the dishes, those in the wash and those drying... mostly.  Eventually I will take care of those in the drainer.  Should be easy, they are mostly utensils and such.  Then I need to clean that last surface area.  I may toss the strainer... I'm trying to figure out a way to do that task in a better way... or find a place to put the strainer between uses.

That is it though.  I simply haven't been able to focus.  A shower is needed.  The shower is open, so there is that.  Once the shower is finished, the rest is, usually, easy.  Though there seems to be a bit much on the list.  Definitely too much to do, too little time, and...  It is a cool day though.  I believe I will the list back a bit.  The returns first, then shopping... if I need ice for the various coolers.  Why shopping first, instead of 'snoop shopping'... finding sources for rarer items?  I need what is on the shopping list more than I need potential sources.  I am not certain I can do both projects, or fully.  I would much rather have my shopping completed, then either go on or return, or even do some of the legwork on that project.

I honestly am hoping to find several cheeses of a more rare source.  There is also a chance of finding miso starter... or... whatever it might be called.  There are several types.  All seem to be keto friendly.  I would like to try each.  As well, I would like to find a fish stock, base, or such, that isn't too salty.  I have never heard back from the fishmonger.  Who knows if they have anyone really working that contact form.  Maybe that is just for complaints or such.  I might give them a call today, actually.  Hmm... fish heads for me but not for thee?  What would you do with fish heads?  I have a plan, myself.  Yeah, they probably think I am crazy.  Cheap?  Curious?  With a not so delicate appetite?  Sure.  I assure you, if my tastes are compared to all of the history of man?  You are the one who will find that you are not eating sanely.  Believe me, that is true.  Even the grub of the poor was at least... nutritious.  Wood pulp in things?  Strange chemicals literally added?  Artificial vitamins so you can, mostly, eat more of nothing?  I'll take fish heads, for $100, Alex.

A call, then on to a shower and town.  Maybe.  If I can.  Ugh!  Gah!  Well, and three or four other '!' worthy terms.  Later.