Awake for what it matters.

.
.
Was it snowing today, last night?  I don't think I ever got out of bed, but I remember seeing it, being out in it.  It didn't seem like a dream though.  I can't say.  It didn't seem to be sticking, I'll look later anyway.  Sleep isn't doing much for me.  I wake feeling like a fish out of water.  Perhaps semi-amphibian, just enough to not die.  And dreams.  No pain, just... difficult to explain.

I will keep at it.  If nothing is done it won't be for lack of will.  When I can remember... anything.  I have been eating and mostly taking meds, it's just the season.  I'll either get through it sooner or because of spring.

Another lefty shooting?  Keep it up and it won't just be foreigners who will have to go, but atheists and leftists too.  Read that half of millenials wish to live in socialist/communist countries.  While I believe that number is far too high, even if it isn't, I believe the rest of America agrees.  This isn't one of those countries.  There are two in hitchhiking range, and if you sell all your capitalist crap you could probably afford to go almost anywhere.  I also believe, if you would denounce citizenship irrevocably, some of us might pitch in to... help you OUT.

What to do?  A meal, I can't think beyond that quite yet.  Later, perhaps.