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I made it out.  Just to the post office.  Two packages and a bundle of mail.  I thought about a trip to town, for a splurge of fast food.  I headed out, a bit excited.  Then I remembered my most recent ketone readings, my last blood sugar test, and... well... nothing else.  Everything else stinks.  I'm working on it, that is just the truth.  Still, I want diabetes fixed and that mess off my neck.  One year of clean blood sugars, or actually insulan two different things, at a certain level, and they have to declassify my situation for driver license purposes.

I thought about a trip to the store, for kefir grains to see if those work.  If not I'll have to get on the horn with the dairy to find the problem.  Hmm, if this call would go through soon enough I might call them yet today.  I am curious if raw milk kefir helps with diabetes.  It didn't work for me with store-bought milk, if it definitely soured and reproduced grains.  I am hopeful with raw.

I realized I might no be... presentable.  Oh, I showered last evening?  I think so.  But I got the trash out, finally, today.  Beside that being uncomfortably overdue there were two pots which... be thankful there is no smell-o-blog.  I think it clung though I used rubber gloves beyond elbows.  Had to go to the post, if... Could just be stuck in the nose.  Ugh.  Anyway, didn't go.

On the way out, a lady offered me a ride home.  It... was such a nice offer.  Fearless.  If I think God must often be with them.  It was a wonderful early Christmas gift.  And a reminder, for me.

As I was looking through mail, once home, another... spot of possibly good news.  SSA is restarting payments while they do the review.  First they said they were deducting some serious money.  I just... took a breat and kept reading.  Yes, there will be a reimbursement as well.  That is supposed to be deposited in days.  Problem?  The account they used to deposit into is shuttered.  So?  A call.  I was on, waiting, for 20 of a forty minute wait when they hung up.  I've been on for 10 ot 15 of what is supposed to be a 35 minute wait.

What to do with it?  Save it and else until spring.  A furnace and whole house ac.  Though I may spend the little dollars against any debts that might cover... which might be all or most of it.  Then no more debt for a year or more?  Probably until a new fridge and else next fall, but only a third to half, depending on my situation.  Ugh.  The next mess is the kitchen floor and maybe wall treatment.

If they don't keep hanging up.  Later, or good night and day.

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Nope.  They sent it where I told them not to send it and were baffled as to why it was returned.  So they cancelled it out, again.  Messages were sent, but she didn't know if anyone could do anything.  May have to reapply for what good it will do.  Dunno.  Though this late, I may lose backpay and have to reapply fresh.