A late wake.

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Bedtime was early, 20:30 perhaps an hour later.  I slept well, just having to go to the bathroom once.  I didn't do much yesterday.  I woke at 7:00 and small change.  I was awake earlier, just by a bit.  I gave Sam a full massage suite.  That can help me wake.  Sassy was there, but wasn't interested.  She just wanted to make sure I wouldn't go back to sleep.  The earlier I wake the sooner she eats.  That cat is all about food.

Dreams.  I can't remember them.  Two very different subjects.  A girl in a bikini, woman to be clear.  Nothing happening, just a pleasant conversation.  But the subtexts were clear to me.  As they are in real life, only spelled out in cartoon/comic dialogue boxes.  She was selling.  Because of the desperation of her methods, I wasn't buying.  If she is that needy, she probably can't be trusted for monogamy, or hoped to have children.  That was derived from a picture from the dream... a stillshot capture.

I must admit, I didn't want to walk away.  She looked... good.  I know, when younger, I rarely walked away, if I was clear up front that this wasn't a thing, just... a moment.  Usually I could keep to that.  Not always.  Sometimes I couldn't avoid a particular woman well enough.  Sometimes I almost didn't try... until I remembered how savage it is to lose a family.  Yeah.  Sharp looking dame.  Ugh.

I got stuck on the driveway, well and general wants of chores.  I overloaded, yesterday. Blew a fuse, gasket, and nerve or three.  The neighbor plowed.  So...  Hmm?  Today?  I won't make plans, not deep ones.  A bit of spiffying in the bathroom, then a shower and shave.  I'll see after that.  I am hoping for much more, but will keep planning to small modules as such.

I really want to get to groceries.  But today?  So much to do, even before cooking, I may wait for dishes to be completed.  I really want cauliflower, but also jicama, daikon, and regular radishes if I can find larger ones... lowcarb potato replacement varieties.  I have serious doubts, but that isn't a preclusion to effort.  Actually, doubt is a call to action, if it is a true doubt, not an exclusion.  Careful with that.

Ducks, girls, a shower, then a shave.  I got the electric trimmer work done before the last shower.  I can get the blade work done this time.  I'd still like to get to a straight razor.  Anything she can do?  It's more about learning to sharpen the razors and keeping them sharp.

She said ...

He said.

Later.