Not good.

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Blood sugar, with the trusted test strips in, has read 179 the last few times.  I can't find the other device or I would compare.  I will when I find it.  I haven't had a bite in hours, didn't eat much, and it was all very keto.  I have time for a fatted tea.  A small one.  This isn't making sense.

I am absolutely exhausted.  Worse than typical.  I got almost nothing done today.  Slow, late, little done.  And my upper body is too hot, my legs down is too cold.  That's a new one.  A meat loaf, with cheese melted on top, a spiced fatted tea, a vinegar sipping, and an half a cup of mixed hazel nuts and sunflower seeds... that was it.

I can't get off my chair.  When I can, I get lost until I find myself back in the chair... as if finding myself even meant what it might seem.  Lost and found.  Youtube seems to have stopped being about music.  Almost no new, music or otherwise.  I wonder if they are dying... or worse, changing like mtv.

Anyway.  Later.